Dear Dsoul,
I read youre article and one part is very familiar to me.
"The genes begin to manifest in your inner emotions, slowly wrapping over your mind as you begin to realize how much you’ve missed out from not having awakened this desire in your mind this whole time. You do still love your wife, but now your love becomes more distant in terms of the physical. As much as she loves her sex with you, you come to the conclusion that you’re not capable of satisfying her. Aside from being incapable, you know deep down that you’re not the right man who should be making love to her. As extreme as that may sound, you do want everything that’s best for her. You do want to keep making love to her . . . except you’d much rather be content with watching a real man fuck the ******* out of her."