This is what you wanted. You initiated this, brought others into it, and now, at this critical juncture, you're contemplating backing out. Have you considered the impact of such a decision? Is it not narcissistic, even selfish, to disregard the efforts and expectations of those who have trusted in your vision? Where is the respect for others in that? Is it honorable to leave them in the lurch?
You're feeling the weight of the consequences, but have you thought about the ramifications of pulling out now? You’ve set yourself on a course, much like a current in a stream, and suddenly, you want to abandon it. But life doesn't always allow us to simply step out when things become challenging.
You have a choice to make. You can either step out completely, never to return, or you can continue down the path that you helped initiate. The path you chose not only for yourself but for others as well. It’s up to you to decide whether to see it through or to leave it unfinished.
Consider carefully.