What Compelled You into Becoming a Cuck?
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Very interesting stuff here. I'd say there is a wide variety of influences as well. I can see being harrased by an older female could set this fetish in motion. I first noticed mine from a girl that was my age. In my case what happened a group of us would play baseball every day. Think of the movie the Sandlot. Well one was a girl, a "tomboy" if you will, that was as good as the guys. One time she got really angry at me during a game and wanted to fight me. I was taught by my ******* to never hit a girl so I did not fight back, She started raining punches on me and I just covered up not wanting to fight back. So she threw me on the ground and in typical kid fashion, sat on me with my head between her legs SO I couldn't move. All of a sudden I got super aroused. It was the total humilation and being a young teen, everything is a turn on. LOL. Especially having a girl with her pussy right in my face squeezing my head with her thighs. All of a sudden without even touching myself, I came in my pants as she kept hitting me and asking me if I gave. She eventually got off of me and I am sure everyone noticed the stain in my pants. I ran home totally embarrassed. However from that day on, whenever I would masturbate, I would think of her dominating me and her pussy right in my face. Of course in my fantasy she was naked making me lick her.
ChloeCoksucker
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I don’t recall what the key trigger was for me. There was likely more than one. The term “cuckolding” was not well known. I had a tiny dick that struggled to get hard for may wife & when it did I usually came on the outside of her pussy lips, went limp instantly, & was done. I knew she needed more even after telling me it was ok.
I remember searching for wives wanting big cocks & I came across a new site called “Blacks on Blondes” It was my first exposure to cuckolding as well as seeing women begging for & getting their pussies & assholes resized by a real men’s cocks.
I showed my wife the site & she tried to dismiss it as all made up.
I remember getting her a black dildo shortly after & she enjoyed it in bed. The next time I was on the site I suggested she get the dildo &’sit on it. She said she didn’t think it would fit while she sat.. After about 5 minutes on the site she jumped up, got the dildo, shoved it up her dripping pussy, & sat down. She continued to rock back & forth on it while I showed her more pics, then BOOM!!! Major orgasm. A black rubber cock just made her cum harder than I ever had.
If I remember correctly she asked me to find her a black lover right after this.
I remember searching for wives wanting big cocks & I came across a new site called “Blacks on Blondes” It was my first exposure to cuckolding as well as seeing women begging for & getting their pussies & assholes resized by a real men’s cocks.
I showed my wife the site & she tried to dismiss it as all made up.
I remember getting her a black dildo shortly after & she enjoyed it in bed. The next time I was on the site I suggested she get the dildo &’sit on it. She said she didn’t think it would fit while she sat.. After about 5 minutes on the site she jumped up, got the dildo, shoved it up her dripping pussy, & sat down. She continued to rock back & forth on it while I showed her more pics, then BOOM!!! Major orgasm. A black rubber cock just made her cum harder than I ever had.
If I remember correctly she asked me to find her a black lover right after this.
Very interesting. Yeah, I can see your point definitely. It would not only be traumatic but also imprint a very strong sexual suggestion on your young overloaded brain about women and sex. I bet she’s still an aggressive bitch to this day.
ChloeCoksucker
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You will never becum her cuck if she doesn’t know. You need to share this with her.
I wonder also. I haven't seen her since those days. I always thought I detected a smirk on her face after that episode. Like she knew she made me cum in my pants. Maybe it is just me but I do wonder and I also wonder if that helped form her into a dom type. I could definitely see her as a dom lesbianVery interesting. Yeah, I can see your point definitely. It would not only be traumatic but also imprint a very strong sexual suggestion on your young overloaded brain about women and sex. I bet she’s still an aggressive bitch to this day.
There are a few white ladies at work, who are black-only, and I do imagine what it would be like to watch them having sex with black guys.
One of the ladies, I have known her a long time, she is in her mid 20s, and has 4 mixed-race babies. Her boyfriend has a total of about 10 ******* with a total of 4 females. She posted all the time on FB how he is a deadbeat dad, and never around, how she would never get back with him, but she is back with him. I don't know all the details, but I have to wonder if the dick is just too good, and she keeps bringing him back.
No early humiliation for me, or a girlfriend cheating. I didn't really find interracial porn until the late 1990s, in just image form, then 10 second videos, then more, as internet speeds increased. I was in my 30s when I found it, and didn't know why, down deep, that I liked it. Something hit the trigger in the past 5-6 years, really, with me in my 40s, and I don't know what it was... I was divorced almost 15 years ago, so it was well after that, and my divorce didn't involved any infidelity.
We were at a swing club and she went up to talk to a black man and his white wife. They hit it off so we went to a room to play. On the way the wife turned to me and said she only plays with women on the first encounter. I figured the men would just watch. While they were going at it I turned to the husband and said I was OK with him participating and me just watching. He whispered in my girl's ear then she turned to me and said 'he wants to fuck me. Is that okay'. I said yes.
Definitely porn induced, but I’d still say if you went to therapy, there would be something there for the psychologist to point at that made it easy for you to trigger off the IR porn........
The thing to remember here is everyone’s path will be varyingly different from each other, I’m simply looking for common threads. Sheer curiosity at work.
For sure it taught her that she could dominate boys pretty easily. I hope her path kept her interested in men. If so, she’s probably one freaking hell of a dominant, controlling female by now. I’d love to run into her if that turned out to be true!
It was inevitable!
Not cuck exactly, but lover of a hotwife type lifestyle.
I'm 37 now, it started when I was almost 17 before the days of the internet. I started with buying adult men's magazines - reading those articles about boyfriends/husbands watching/hearing/knowing their ladies were having sex with other men. It was SO weird to me but it was then that sort of opened or twisted my mind against the norm.
Then when I was 18 after I got the internet I met this guy who lived only a few miles away from me (we never physically met though), he had a girlfriend, both in their late 20's, he eventually confessed that he wanted to see his girlfriend fuck a black guy with a big dick, so if I had met that criteria then I'd have been in a chance of fucking his girlfriend.
Then when I was 20, with my first proper sexual girlfriend who I was only with for 4 months, she asked me what would REALLY turn me on? I looked at her, and was like, I don't think you'd like it, and then to my extreme surprise her face smiled and she asked me if I want to see her fuck someone else? LOL LOL like WTF what are the chances? So, cutting a long story short, I watched her fuck another guy without him knowing about it. THAT was my "hardening up" getting rid of jealousy/nervous feelings about this stuff.
Then my journey continued with my next girlfriends.
And by the way, for the most part, it was me who kind of ended it with them rather than them dump me. I just tend to get bored of love? I dunno. I've never found a woman who is sexually dirty enough (yet nice enough?) for me.
Not cuck exactly, but lover of a hotwife type lifestyle.
I'm 37 now, it started when I was almost 17 before the days of the internet. I started with buying adult men's magazines - reading those articles about boyfriends/husbands watching/hearing/knowing their ladies were having sex with other men. It was SO weird to me but it was then that sort of opened or twisted my mind against the norm.
Then when I was 18 after I got the internet I met this guy who lived only a few miles away from me (we never physically met though), he had a girlfriend, both in their late 20's, he eventually confessed that he wanted to see his girlfriend fuck a black guy with a big dick, so if I had met that criteria then I'd have been in a chance of fucking his girlfriend.
Then when I was 20, with my first proper sexual girlfriend who I was only with for 4 months, she asked me what would REALLY turn me on? I looked at her, and was like, I don't think you'd like it, and then to my extreme surprise her face smiled and she asked me if I want to see her fuck someone else? LOL LOL like WTF what are the chances? So, cutting a long story short, I watched her fuck another guy without him knowing about it. THAT was my "hardening up" getting rid of jealousy/nervous feelings about this stuff.
Then my journey continued with my next girlfriends.
And by the way, for the most part, it was me who kind of ended it with them rather than them dump me. I just tend to get bored of love? I dunno. I've never found a woman who is sexually dirty enough (yet nice enough?) for me.
Me too. She wasn't a real "cute" girl as a young teen but attitude makes a woman much hotter
Sometimes the tomboyish ones morph into real beautiful women though, or at least decent lookers when the really learn to dress and use makeup.
I was humiliated for having a small penis by my first gf in college. To compound matters she was clinically depressed and so we didn’t have a lot of sex. During this period i turned to porn booth sex for release. She eventually cheated on me and I began mastubating to thoughts of her fucking other men. Ultimately i began sucking cock in porn booths through Glory holes and enjoying being submissive to other men. I wish my wife would cuck me and dominate me - but sexually she needs me to be dominant. I’ve been working on her for 15yrs to enjoy other cock - and cuck porn and IR porn dominates our sex life. She loves watching women orgasm - and I often eat her while she watches. I love eating my own cum from her. But as I’ve gotten older I enjoy sex with more dominant men more and more mainly black men. My humiliation continues in that my wife has never cum on my cock - and how could you blame her? Look at it
Definitely porn induced, but I’d still say if you went to therapy, there would be something there for the psychologist to point at that made it easy for you to trigger off the IR porn........
The thing to remember here is everyone’s path will be varyingly different from each other, I’m simply looking for common threads. Sheer curiosity at work.
Would you reckon it is this submissive fetish that attracts many cucks towards seeking a Black dom in their home?
Very pathetic, cuck-boi. But it's healthy and refreshing for more husbands like yourself to come clean about your desires.
Probably. For me it's complicated. I need him to do to her what I am both physically and mentally incapable of. I want to see her submit to a black man totally. I want to see her beg to do all the things for him that she would never even consider doing for me. I want to see her broken and totally submissive to him at the same time that she calls me a cuck, a bitch and a queer. It goes without saying that I am submissive to her naturally and by extension, through her to him.
