I was devastated when my black boyfriend first asked me to have sex with one of his friends. I guess I first thought that it was a sign he wanted other girls and this was just a way of breaking up with me but when he explained to me that this friend of his (who was being deployed to Iraq) and had never been with a white girl before.. and the thought of him getting killed before he was able to fulfill his biggest fantasy, (Yes, I know..pretty lame excuse) but to make a long story short, I finally agreed to do it with him. He wasn't a stranger to us as I had met him a number of times before and unknown to me, he told my bf a number of times that he really thought I was hot and would love to have me sexually for his first.. Surprising, I found the sharing experience to be very exciting and really enjoyed it. Since I thought this was an isolated experience, I really thought that my bf wasn't going to share me again, but surprise, surprise,.. about a few months later, he talked me into another, and then another... Much later is when I found out from other girlfriends I knew that a lot of black guys love to share their white girlfriends so after hearing that, I didn't think it was such a bad thing.. Fortunately, I found that I was enjoyed it..