Listen, it was never my intention to become pregnant. Initially, when my ex husband brought my now husband into my life and bed, I was resistant to this but he kept up the pressure until I agreed.
Then, once I gave in and started a relationship with a black man, all intimacy between us stopped. He wouldn't even touch me, just would stand outside the door, or hide in a closet and watch us have sex ( and jerk off).
What normal man does this when he has a very attractive wife, with a nice body, who takes good care of herself?
It was basically like he was my roommate and my lover assumed the role of husband, so when I got pregnant ( on the pill) I knew right away it wasn't my husbands baby but instead my lovers baby.
Then I tell him and he throws a fit and blames everything on me and files for divorce.
Abortion was never an option for me as I do not believe in that, and when I tell the *******, he embraces me and tells me he wants a future with me and our baby when my ex kicks me out.
Not an easy situation so please try and not judge. I am married to him now and we have a good life and I am totally faithful.