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So to make things simple my gf told me she knew about my cuckold kink one night while we were drinking since she found it looking through my reddit. She just asked me “what is cuckold?” and that she also saw bbc cuckold searches on my reddit account as well. Well I was ******* too so I told her what it was and then she asked me if I wanted to put it on the tv and of course I put it on I was real ******* I doubt I would of if I was sober. It was really hot and made me cum super hard we ended up watching that type of porn for a few days but not even a week passed something started to bother me. I could feel that she was starting to treat me as less of a man so to speak, like for example she always takes out the trash never back talks but after all that cuckold stuff she tried refusing my order to take out the trash saying “Shouldn’t a real man be taking out the trash”. Well that’s actually the comment that made me take a whole step back and start thinking about things. It wasn’t even long that we were watching the porn and she was changing already thats what scared me I guess. Like I told her to suck it too while we were watching the interracial videos and then I told her to touch herself she had her vibrator and then I saw her getting really into it forgetting to suck me and just focusing all her energy on the bbc and vibrator I guess that really turned me on but after I came it made me have a bad feeling like I got furious at her tbh. Like I remember clearly still there was a black guy on tv and she started sucking my finger sexually so basically she was getting turned on just by looking at them. The thing that really got me though truly is that she started acting like she didn’t wanna suck/have sex or maybe she was just waiting until I brought up the videos. I would ask her if she wanted to watch them to ‘stay up’ I would wait until she acted sleepy. Well with all those reasons then I told her I didn’t wanna keep doing the cuckold stuff that it was bad for our relationship that it wasn’t healthy. She didn’t push back one bit but I could tell she got a bit mad I could just see it. Now I feel like I still feel the effects like she use to randomly rub my bulge when she wanted to do it but its like I have to start it all the time now. Also before she found out about the cuckolding I had her used to being called a white slut and snowbunny while we had sex she would call herself both words but now when we do it she rarely calls herself a “white slut”. Like literally last time I did it with her I could hear her starting to say “Fuck my white pussy” but she like caught herself and said pink instead. And then I kept fucking her and fucking her and it literally felt like she didn’t orgasm until I started calling her a white slut myself. The last time she called herself that I put a regular movie with a bunch of black actors and I could see her watching the tv while we did it making faces. And after she asked me are you mad ? I asked mad at what and she made some ******* up but I knew what she was really talking about. We’re good sexually I always make her orgasm it’s just that she barely starts sex now. But even with all this the cuckold stuff is all I think about still I wanna bring up the videos again but it would be really awkward to bring it up now, and I wonder if I am truly a cuckold if I get so mad to the point that I wanna break up. Should I just never bring it up too because honestly I did not like how she was starting to act after the deed like she was losing all her respect for me as a man and starting to like black men instead
