i was cut off from sex since October 27th 2002, and i'm pussy free since then. During all this time i'm not only haven't had the possibility of make love to her, but even seen her pussy if i'm not below Her cleaning Her vagina or Her anus. i'm allowed to cum, except chastity periods, but first i have to ask Her if i can do that, and if She autorized me i have to go to a public bathroom, masturbate myself with a condom, and bring back the condom to Her, if there is no other instruction. She always ordered me to ******* it, sometimes (a lot of times) in front of other people. For me is really really hard to be pussy free. i'm now really obsessed with vaginas. Knowing this, sometimes She or Her Masters tortured me showing me pictures of Her vagina or the vaginas of other female slaves friends of my Wife who i know, been used in all possible ways. Each time i see a vagina, or even Her Masters told me what They've done to Her, i can avoid to get hard and need to masturbate. my Wife and Her Masters use this reaction of mine to humiliate me, by having me hard at once (my penis is very little), or by making me masturbated once and again. In those occasions i really suffer my place in life.
