It doesn't matter when you started or how many you take. What matters is that you finally realized and found your place, Giving pleasure to Black Men, giving them pleasure with your own mouth or ass; happily, willingly, totally, giving them your wives or girlfriends to fuck as they please as you stand by or give them the space they desire; or simply being there to serve and service their needs. My favorite is to suck and service his cock after they have fucked and are laying back exhausted thereby getting him up and hard for round two or three. Perhaps if her pussy is red and swollen and tender from excessive fucking I will lick it clean and soothe it with my tongue, cleaning it for her so that she enjoys the next round and any that follow. I always remember to tell them how much I enjoy the taste of his cum mixed with her juices. That way I'll know I will get more later.