Tried sucking a big white cock in my early 30s and had to stop. Apologised to the guy and we went for a beer. It really was something I did not want to carry on with. And I craved to be with a woman so bad!!
Fast forward a few years and i still had curiosity for Black cock, so met a man online who was also curious. Invited him over and we got naked, lay next to eachother, a lot of body contact and me holding his ass which was amazing. Then he stood up and i got on my knees and he franticly fucked my mouth as I held and squeezed his ass until he unloaded and i swallowed.
I was up for more but he politely thanked me got dressed and left. Messaged me to say I was a natural, and i never heard from him again.
The difference...... it excited me lots with this Black man, and his dominance was Very appealing.
Have only sucked 2 others since, but would welcome more. And love to meet a man for regular submissive service.