Very interesting to see the type of relationship you have with your hubby and your black lovers.Well, let's start with LOVE the sex with my black men.
While the taboo is part of it, the killer orgasms are most of it.
As for Steve (my hubby), he has that "always there" feel about him. I still need him just holding me being close sometimes. He doesn't need to be all manly and go ******* something for dinner. While our rentals (I manage them) clear more than I used to make as an engineer, he still does bring home a good paycheck. While our sex life is mainly me pegging him, I still look forward to having that intimate connection with him. It's like that old saying, "The black men fuck me silly, but I make love with my husband."
Sometimes when I'm in him and I'm on top, he just holds me tight and I hear him breathing deep and I slowly move. I need that. If I had to give up black guy or that, I'd give black guys.
I think the relationship you cherish with your hubby, concerning intimacy and love, and the great sex you have with black men are factors that make cuckold relationships so interesting and, I hope, satisfying.
I hope more white women give greater thought to the possible benefits of a cuckold relationship, because having intimacy, love and great sex are not always easy to get from the same person.
Likewise, I think cuckold relationships give the white female the opportunity to be submissive to her black bulls and dominant to her white cuck, aspects of ones sexuality that can be very rewarding.