When I was a young I was pretty homophobic but out of curiousity started watching gay porn and was disgusted at first but it changed and I ocassionally started to watch it even though I still mostly watched straight brazzers-type cheesy porn.
My country is like 98% white so I barely see any black people so internet was the only chance to form an attraction and it started with watching interracial porn. I discovered it because of sissy stuff, which I discovered because I found femdom stuff at first.
Rn I mostly watch bbc porn and sometimes white porn (amateur, can't stand fake excitement). I don't think I am attracted to men romantically but it would be cool to have a best friend who would make me his personal cocksucker. We would jerk ourselves off, make out and he would fuck my girlfriend. I would still be intimate with my gf, just less penetrative sex with her, that's real man's job
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