Why do I enjoy getting cucked?
- Thread starter gerguy90
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Do you want her to have the very best of everything including bigger, better, longer and thicker penis rather than your shrimpdick?
Or just liking her using the power to dominate you due to your small penis insecurity?
She is in the bedroom right now getting fucked by her new black lover, I watched for awhile but it's his first time around a couple like us so I stepped into to office across the hall and am listening so she can get his best performance.
Very hot listening from just out of sight super excited
She just called me in to clean her cum filled pussy which I eagerly and wholeheartedly did while she lay there stroking him then she said ok that's good enough for now you can finish later and sent me out not sure if they are cleaning up or preparing for round 2
No round 2 we chilled for a bit in the living room then he left. She says they are meeting again tomorrow at his place
My guess is that is a trauma response from a previous relationship. It's common for guys who had a traumatic wife/girlfriend cheating experience and found themselves emotionally violated by someone they really trusted. It's an incredibly difficult thing to get through, especially if you're a visual type of person, and because it turns you on, watching porn becomes your secret habit.
At first, there is a clear inclination towards MFM & gangbang porn. Unlike other men who love FMF threesomes, your sexual fantasies are men-driven, as you have the need of another man to satisfy your partner alongside with you. In this stage you're not fully aware of your kink and your participation still feels important.
However, as time goes by, your fantasies are increasing your relationship insecurities in different levels. Inevitably, you start comparing yourself with other guys, friends of yours, work colleagues, gym buddies or porn actors with muscular bodies, assertive personality and commonly bigger dicks than yours. They're subconscious comparisons that lower your self esteem and then reflected through your behaviour patterns.
Moreover, if you're a guy with low confidence, because you're overweight, you've lost your hair, you've serious acne problems, you're financially unstable or dealing with erectile dysfunction issues, it's way more likely to develop a cuckold fetish. It is the point where gradually you start adopting the role of the bystander in your fantasies and interracial hotwife/cuck porn becomes your sweet addiction.
Now you're fully convinced that your wife/girlfriend deserves better, and supporting her sexual journey with other men makes perfect sense. All of a sudden and despite your shame, your inadequacy to sexually meet her needs feels like a God given gift to justify your choice to open your marriage, allowing a dominant bull to take charge of her orgasms as you've always dreamed of.
And of course once you get there, you can't unsqueeze that toothpaste...
