I have been cut off from her pussy for over 10 years. She has numerous black lovers who are alot bigger than me. The first time I was told that I would not be able to have her pussy again was when she had been with one of her bulls. I attempted to have sex with her and she informed me she could not feel anything. So that is when she told me I was cut off, and was not to show any affection toward her (no kissing or touching). She stated from then own she belonged to her black lovers.