Surely I have been turned by watching interracial porn. It was the very first step. Admiring how the black men with their beautiful bodies and big cocks could fuck and "own" the girls. I could feel a big difference with respect to white guys...just from the feelings and the emotions i could get from watching. Then little by little i found myself to be only interested in interracial porn and i found out that in my fantasies i imagined myself in the role of the women rather than the men. Then i started buying and using black dildos, from small to bigger and bigger. I said to myself i wanted to train my ass in order to have it ready to be offered to a real black man, together with my all body. I have been lucky to meet a black man that completed my transition, he was very dominant and i became his bitch for two wonderful years. Now I am back alone and here where i live it is not easy to find a dominant black male interested in white bottom guys. By the way I am at the point that i keep saying to myself and i am sure i would do it, if any black man, older than me, asked or ordered me to bend over for him to use my ass, i'd obey and submit without hesitation.