I have always had a thing for cross dressing; but was never interested in men. I like women: but had never been confident to get with one, always ended up being the nice guy. Then when watching porn I began to notice that black men were more dominant and had such large thick cocks. I began to watch more IR porn and began to look at more cuckold porn, when I saw a wife go from sucking that big, black cock to kissing her husband I got so hard and began to wonder what it would be like. I started to watch little white cross dressers sucking and getting fucked by strong black men while I masterbated and began to pretend it was me sucking and fucking black cock. It got to the point that I had to try it so I got a hotel room and posted on craigslist after dressing up as a woman. A sexy black man answered my add add said he would be happy to make me into a little sissy cocksucker, I had never experienced anything like it, the more he called me a sissy slut and told me what he was going make me do the hornier I got. He told me to put on my chastity cage because that night it was all about servicing him cock not about my little sissy clit, had to put it in ice water to get the cage. I was shaking in excitement and embarrassment as he told me to get on my knees and tell him what I wanted. I had never felt anything like it, so soft yet hard, twice the size of my little clit! I had only planned to suck it as I had never really thought to much about giving him my boi pussy until he told my to get on the bed and show him my ass. I looked at him in suprise as he pulled me to to my feet and pushed me against the bed as he reached around and pulled on my cage "You have this because you are not a man you are a bitch, you know this or you wouldn't be here right now, I am a man and men fuck bitches like you now show me your ass!" I was so horny as knelt on the bed and pulled my skirt up, he slapped my ass and ripped my panties off before grabbing my ass. After loosening my boi pussy with a plug he brought I had the wonderous experience of my first black cock in my ass. After ripping the condom off he shot his load over my cage, dress and face, then had me clean his beautiful cock. He told me he enjoyed showing little white sissy bois like me our place in the word and making us into cum sluts for black men to enjoy. Turns out he was right, I love being a slut for black men. But what I truly don't understand is that I am not gay. I still like woman, been with a few and enjoyed it, don't get hard for guys unless I see a black cock then I start getting horny and will suck it. When I dress in woman's clothes I can't help it, I instantly get horny and start looking at IR porn until I find myself on my knees in front on a black man