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slinky1 said:
I would say an equal balance of 1 and 2. I was made a cuck early on, and didn't enjoy/ understand it/ accept it... but as time wore on... I not only understood it better, I decided to embrace it rather than fight it. (i had little hope of finding another partner, so just decided to live with it, I never had the guts to leave her) but once I did accept it, I also realised it fitted my personality, my physical attributes etc. and then realised I was born to play that role. In 35 years, I have never EVER questioned it. Not a day goes by where I don't feel comfortable as a cuck, and believe I was born to be one... which makes it much easier to live with, feeling this is the real you.

And on the last point, I haven't physically lost the ability to have sex, I can still get healthy erections, but I think to some level I have mentally lost the ability, mainly through lifelong PE issues, excessive masturbation over many years, and that I just don't have that level of sexual confidence to enter a woman or my wife with any belief this will leave her satisfied and or that she'll have any sexual desire for me.

So, to be honest, if I was dating again for whatever reason, I would dread the thought of having sex with a woman. You never forget that feeling/ look of disinterest while you are selfishly trying to cum before she wants you to get off her. Its like being at a party, chatting to a woman and you know she's not listening and would rather be anywhere else, and pretends she needs to grab another *******.
Image that, both naked, you're trying to at least make her feel good, while really your just trying to focus on not cumming yourself, and then you do anyway... and your left there embarrased/ humiliated etc. Its when experience these feelings, its why you feel you are or need to be a cuck.
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I can relate to much of this, very well written. I'd say my wife and I mostly came into it pretty naturally as well, though I can give her satisfying sex sometimes. Usually it's oral and I stay locked, but sometimes she'll unlock me enough to work on my stamina with some prolonged edging, or sometimes she'll have me use a pump, or sometimes she'll just have me take Viagra. As long as we pause to ward off the first orgasm or two, I can frequently last long enough to make her cum. Whether she lets me cum afterward or not depends on her mood. But, there are also plenty of times when she knows I've been locked up and pent up for too long and won't be able to last, and that's when she incorporates some humiliation into our play. I'm endlessly turned on with her in charge, so regardless of what she decides, I feel happy, spoiled, and eager to please her.

BUT... I do LOVE watching her when she's fucked by far better endowed men, despite (or I guess, partially because of?) the jealousy and angst it produces. While my sexual performance is average (or would be, if we didn't already do all the chastity/femdom stuff), I believe my wife deserves far better than average sex and I want her to experience whatever she desires. So I guess to @Anthony0542 's question, I'm a natural submissive but made cuck?
 
I get more turned on from men looking at my wife fully clothed in the store than anything bedroom wise . My wife’s a true PAWG and built for the black mans eye.
 
I don’t watch, my wife as she has affairs so I am left just wondering what is happening.
If this changes and I am allowed to watch, I would feel very lucky that I would be able to see her having total fulfilment. As her husband, I want the very best for her and seeing her enjoy herself in whatever she chooses is a privilege.
Selfishly too it would be good for me too as it would be educating me, teaching me to control my emotions, become more submissive and a much better cuckold.
Thirdly, which I suppose is linked to the second point, I would want to show respect to the guy Who is satisfying her, which I suppose is making me a better cuckold and so is linked.
Watching would be great for me, but it’s my wife’s decision and her pleasure is the most important thing, so if she prefers at this time to have her pleasure without me, I respect her decision.
 
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