Forget labels! I know some guys that suck, rim, get fucked and cummed-in, yet they say they are not gay. Whatever.I thought I had no gay or bisexual tendency. Then we had what we thought would be a MFM heterosexual threesum. It started that way but it took a quick turn. He pinned me under my wife and ****** me to suck his cock. I had never felt another man's cock before. I was astounded by the weight of it. It felt like a 2-3 lb summer sausage and was about the same size. Compared to my tiny few ounces, it was huge. It made me accept his dominance. He would pull out while he was fucking and have me taste her on his cock. When he came and pulled out, the cum flowed from my wife's pussy into my mouth. He had me clean her and then him.
I realized close up his sexual superiority. He , also, allowed me to participate in sexual by pleasuring both of them orally. Whether was making one a sissy or accepting a superior male it defined my position in the relationship. Is being allowed to participate the driving ******* rather than being told to leave or watch only. In my case, being allowed to remain actively involved was the driving ******* not being gay.
You've already been bested by your wife's bull; you've tasted his cock and cum; you acknowledge you've got a tiny dick. The good news is the best is yet to come! Start by using a dildo. After you get hooked, you'll crave the real thing. Your wife will probably encourage you.
Then you'll know and truly enjoy being a faggot after you literally start getting the cum fucked out of you.