I've found myself looking at BBC pics in the Stud, Stallion, Bull and Cock Photos section. What can I say?
good girl!That could be true for a percentage of men I would say that's plausible I couldn't give you a percentage but I would say you might be in the higher percentile. For me it was more like opening the door I didn't know I could go through showing me another Avenue or another way I had never contemplated before. Or possibly like a person in a dark room and somebody comes to them with a flashlight and shows them another way out or in this case another way to be. I hadn't thought about doing anything with a black man with much less than a white man but when my experience happened it wasn't planned I had no idea that was going to happen and when it did it was like all the lights came on and they were all going in another Direction which I took like a moth to the light all these metaphors sorry. Now that I I'm on this path I find that a woman can assist me in getting things I need and want so much. As I learn more about this lifestyle I see that it is different for many people and I do as you mentioned want to be more feminine 4 the black alpha male I am having any kind of encounter with I do want to be what he enjoys more likes I do want to be his Sissy bitch. Feeling masculine is exactly what I do not wish to feel at all in any way shape or form. I embrace his dominance over me I accept and submit to it wholeheartedly. I do want to feel ways I've never felt before or act out like you mentioned. As I strive for that I find that things come up I hadn't anticipated and I go with it because it elevates the erotic excitement or pleasure I feel already. I feel compelled to do the things I'm doing because of my desire for black cock. The black kings I experienced thus far are not all the same in every respect, but overall they all like 2 show their power and control over white males such as myself. Humiliation I felt in the beginning doesn't feel that way hardly at all to me now. I actually feel more motivated to serve and please him then his magnificent black dick. If it excites him to do that did I will do all that I can to facilitate that feeling in him. He may be reinforcing my status for reminding me of my place either way it is not offencive to me I feel that it is part of this Dynamic now. I am addicted to black cock big black cock. If I am to have more Encounters in the future which is all I want I have to use everything at my disposal in order to make that reality. Being with a woman helps immensely. And I haven't stopped being with women for that reason. I am constantly looking to find a female partner of the same mind if I can assist her and her endeavours or increase her level of excitement that is a symbiotic relationship that I'm interested in. I would of course assume my position and obey his commands as he takes the female for himself. If That is her wish as well then it is a symbiotic relationship that works. I do feel did I am a faggot 4 a big black cock I feel there is no question about it in my mind and I do want you to act out things that I have learned about and my journey thus far. And my goals are simple. I know where I stand I know what I am and I know what I want I may be an exception though most everyone I spoken with wanted it before they experienced it I hadn't even thought about it. Now did I am fortunate enough to be aware of all this I want to go as deep as I can and intensify any euphoric experience I've ever had any way I can. I want to go beyond the point of no return to be lost with no memory of being hetero at all or being with women and wanting their pussy. To be helpless in obedience and service to the black kings in every way knowing going back is an impossibility I don't want to think of it or for that thought to even pop in my head. This is the only way I want to know from now on it is the only thing I want I crave
I know the feeling. ? Stefi XOXOI began feminizing as a cuckold and later it took on a life of its own. I keep my legs and body shaved except for a little muff and wear panties at all times. At first it seems like a radical fetish and then after awhile it becomes kind of normal. And fun. And beautiful. Over time I voluntarily let myself become sort of impotent, too, so that changed things quite a bit in terms of how I view myself. I can ejaculate but not form an erection, really. My wife loves it. I don't know as I'm gay but for a long time I couldn't look at men's penises unless there was a woman involved and now I can look at and cum from looking at black cock alone. The "turning" part is the more a woman gets into it the more it turns me on, it's like surrendering to her wishes, sacrificing my manhood. If she hands me a bra, for example, it's a turn on. If a bull is involved then it's me surrendering my sex to him. I have impotence and *********** fantasies though so maybe I'm just wired for that.
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As a crossdresser this came naturally to me once wifie cuckolded me. I couldn't resist a real man either and was attracted anyway, from pre cuckie crossdressing dreams.This may be one of the most extreme acts of cuckolding. Has a wife or her bull decided that since the cuck would have limited or not sexual contact with the wife again did the wife or the bull turn the husband into a sissy? This would include feminizing him. How about turning him gay and only permitting him to service men?
You go Stefi girl!I know the feeling. ? Stefi XOXO
Why not bi?This may be one of the most extreme acts of cuckolding. Has a wife or her bull decided that since the cuck would have limited or not sexual contact with the wife again did the wife or the bull turn the husband into a sissy? This would include feminizing him. How about turning him gay and only permitting him to service men?
Because all I can do is disappoint a woman other than oral pleasuring. I can only really have lesbian sex with a woman. I don't miss it, it was never that good.Why not bi?
Because all I can do is disappoint a woman other than oral pleasuring. I can only really have lesbian sex with a woman. I don't miss it, it was never that good.
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I think that is true for me also
Even eating ass?Because all I can do is disappoint a woman other than oral pleasuring. I can only really have lesbian sex with a woman. I don't miss it, it was never that good.
As a variation of your comments, I certainly don't mind my hub being with others. For example, if he gets together with other cucks, especially ones that are denied sex with their wife, he can go for it, but not with my participation. When it comes to Black Men, I certainly want them to use him in whatever way they wish, and I prefer dating Blacks that want to use him.This may be one of the most extreme acts of cuckolding. Has a wife or her bull decided that since the cuck would have limited or not sexual contact with the wife again did the wife or the bull turn the husband into a sissy? This would include feminizing him. How about turning him gay and only permitting him to service men?
I totally agree with you ! You explained it so well. I feel the smell way I have to suck BlackCock I'd told to by a bull QoS !It is a natural byproduct of cuckolding done correctly. I was not bi prior to being a cuckold, and even after I started sucking BBC I didn't feel that I was bi, just doing as I was told.
Where can i sign up to be one of your instructors? Im a shemale, and i absolutely love being fuckex by gigantic, and obviously supsrior black dicksSissy and maid trained ASAP,
let's everyone involved know were they stand.
Maybe I should start a training school lol
So you made hubby already your sissy ?hubby and friend