I’m not attracted to men at all. I just like to watch the girls faces and expressions while taking bbc. I do like to see the bbc getting sucked and stretching pussy open too but I’m never like “damn he’s hot”. Also, after I cum I feel disgusted for watching it. Not sure where that puts me
I agree with all of this, except for the feeling disgusted for watching it. I don't watch much interracial porn these days, except for what my wife makes with her bulls and playmates. If I do seek out porn, it's usually scrolling through sites like bdsmlr and newtumbl to find femdom and amateur chastity porn. BUT... I used to watch a ton of interracial/bbc porn, and occasionally still do, with my wife.
Lusting after the black men was never the attraction for me. I'm not attracted to men. For me, one of the main reasons I used to watch it were that it was more genuine. The pornstars aren't faking their enjoyment when they're getting pounded by a string black guy with a huge cock for scenes that last longer than I ever have. Especially the amateurs. I find watching women cum hard extremely hot, and also fantasized about seeing my wife in similar situations, getting so much enjoyment out of her naughty sexual escapades, and before she started cuckolding me, I watched it all the time. These days my wife and I like watching it together, for inspiration in our role play, to ratchet up sexual tension, or to get revved up prior to intimate sessions with just the two of us.
There are undoubtedly some men who are in denial about being into men, but to make a blanket statement that straight men don't like bbc porn, or that anyone who claims to is in denial, is a false statement. I'm not in denial about anything, nor an I ashamed of anything.
I have consumed more than my share of that kind of porn, and my wife and I are doing just fine. I also know there are plenty of others like us. Closeted men are not the only (maybe not even the primary) market for this stuff. They may be the loneliest and most vocal addicts consuming it, though.