This is really interesting. Thank you for sharing. Have you thought anymore about what exactly about it turned you on? Was it that a certain amount of spite or Vengeance made the sex even hotter?
A little vengeance in there but more so a power dynamic.
Making her my fuck toy boosted my ego.
I'm a firm believer that pleasure is more powerful and submissive then pain. I'm not into abuse at all but dominating pleasure. I could feel her will break down more and more the harder I made her cum. Before we fucked for the first time she was pretty strict about me only cumming on her titties but after I sunk my cock into her pussy she threw that out the window and let me cum on her face and pussy as much as I want. At times she even begged for it.
I think the racist taboo aspect made it more exciting. It was such a turn on I remember many times my dick would just stay hard after I cummed on her face and creampie her.
She was legit racist though. Actually when we first met, she was a complete witch.
I was the subject of her jokes and racial attacks. Most of the time I would just ignore her or make a few comebacks. The typical black people are like monkeys, low I.q., watermelon, dirty skin etc. jokes.
I remember she would randomly grab my legs while I was doing calf raises and my butt but then make racial jokes....which was a little strange. She sat on my lap randomly one day and the people around me were like wtf..because she has a reputation of being racially ignorant. She felt my cock through my gym shorts. I think that's when it was game over right there. After that she would sit on my lap everyday and her best friend would just look in amazement interest and shock. Heck I even remember sitting forward and she would yell at me to sit back and move so she could sit on my lap.
She has like a mean girl type of personality.
I kind of know I have sexual power over a woman when after I fuck them I dont text at all. If they text the next night or 2 nights after asking what am I doing at 10 pm. I know I got em. It was the best feeling in the world knowing that I had her and I made her say she loved n word dick all the time.
She would say stuff like come on "n word fuck me."
"I love fucking you n word."etc
It was a great 6 months of fucking.