And here's where it got just cruel... once every couple months for like a 10 day stretch she wouldn't be nailing a guy or getting ready to nail a guy or winding down on nailing a guy, despite there NEVER EVER being a shortage of suitors (I mean, look at her. Dudes would practically chop their cocks off to throw at her just to get her attention for even a second, all day every day)..
but for whatever reason whether she didn't like sleeping alone or just like cuddling with someone she knew wouldn't either be expecting or constantly begging her to bang, she would come sleep with me... so there I am, spooning with this perfect chick that is not only way out of my league, she's a different sport entirely. So of course I've got my firmness tucked up in the wasteband of the gymshort/pj's but even the most tiniest of c**ks would have made themselves felt in that scenario so of course she feels it.
But as we've established painfully enough, she ain't banging me. Not then. Not ever. But she would be snoozing and I would be wide awake of course, nearly passing out from the b***d loss in my brain being diverted to my Throbbin' Wood, Prince of Sleeze and whether it was intentional or totally subconsciously she would every so often contract her ass/thigh muscles where it would almost feel like it was grabbing onto my c**k. Seriously if the TV and fan were off and it was a real quiet night, you probably could have heard my c**k & balls literally screaming in agony, to be that close to something that delicious/desirable and to be denied entrance.
Like I said.... it was CRUEL.
Despite all of that, I loved living with her. I got to listen to her getting spun around and tossed all over with a plethora of different dudes... since our bedrooms were right next to each other, you better believe any time she had a dude over I'd be chilling in my room, eagerly awaiting the fun to start. I even started to recognize the differences of c**k sizes mainly based on the sounds she would be making:
Microweenie: just occasional bed creaks
3-6in: loud breathing, slight wimper/moan here and there
7+: loud moaning, "Oh my god" said frequently lol
Now I'm sure it's possible that there would be microweenie guys who ate p***y like a lion and big c**ked guys who depended too heavily on their size and were total dogs**t in bed, but for the most part my estimations were pretty accurate. Every now and then I would ask her, if I was especially curious lol.
As much as I would have loved to have gotten to bang her, living with her overall was pretty awesome and despite not getting any actual p***y, I never felt sexually unfulfilled...between listening to her and having access to like 50 different thongs at any given moment, I was more than content with taking care of myself while using my mouth as her personal thong washing machine
Even though it's been 10+ years since those glory days, all it takes is getting something in the mail, call it the taste of nostalgia.
Bittersweet, just like it has always tasted