Oh gosh I won't get to go see your sky fairy? The one who tells us to k-ill our wife, brother, or ******* if they dare to try and get us to follow some other god? Gosh, why wouldn't I want to meet such a "loving" f-ather???Then you most definitely can't believe in God.
History mentions Jesus in several sources of history ... Roman & Jewish history, in Judiaism history the "Jewish Aniquities" around AD 90, and the Apostle Paul around AD 50-55.
In the Roman history of Pontius Pilate, it was mentioned of Jesus' execution around the same time frame of the Christian documents that mentioned Jesus.
All these writings, however, presented Jesus as just a man, like everyone else, but devoted to the Christian "words".
And there are artifacts such as his shroud & the tomb he was laid in. When Jesus arose from the dead & transcended into heaven, some believed Jesus was not dead, but recovered and was avoiding being seen by his enemies. And, very little is mentioned of Jesus growing up ... The Bible simply says that as a boy “Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men” (Luke 2:52).
Was Jesus the S.on Of God ... again "believing required". Still, the physical man, "Jesus" was written about in several sources. So I have no doubt, myself, that Jesus the man did live in religious history.
If you can't believe that part then there's no chance of you ever being a Christian and your soul going to heaven, as the bible teaches. Its all based upon "belief" of "God, the S.on, and the Holy Ghost"... which you must believe.
Deuteronomy 13:6-10