On white cuckoldry

[WillandSusn]

Extramarital sex relationships are not something new. In some countries, poblational ******* studies reveal that around the 35% of the individuals studied cannot have his legal ******* as a biological *******. However, the growing racial diversity of western societies have brought two new consequences: some clear racial preferences into a highly competitive 'sex market' that tend to favor black men, and the inability to hide the 'adultery' in the case of a biracial baby.

There is not any objective reason to desire that your sons share your same genetic legacy. Some women's desire for diversity in their offspring is understandable, but it should be seriously considered. A white parents sometimes can not understand the life challenges that a person of color will face.

. Not any objective reason that your sons share your gentics. Very curoius statement given that black men impregnate white women hoping they will have sons so that their Y chromosome will be passed on the the next generation. White men are no different. Or any other race. Some cultures the legacy is passed on through the woman. Many other cultures, the legacy is passed on through the man. So there is a lot on the line passing DNA to the next generation on Sons. Remember. Henry 8th of England and his efforts to have a ******* to become the next king.

 

[eucuckcpl]

Our experience shows that more white husbands are offering their wives to black men and more wives are enjoying black men. But the real win here is that more couples are enjoying sexually fulfilling lifestyles. The husbands are under less pressure for their sexual inadequacies ( SWC PE etc ) and more wives are enjoying a variety of men.

You have perfectly described why interracial cuckolding is spreading more and more.

 

[WillandSusn]

You have perfectly described why interracial cuckolding is spreading more and more.

. More women pursuing / accepting/ enjoying sex with black men today. Some of it is the change in racial environment. Some on it is the sexuality of women today. Some of it is more tolerant / encouraging husbands.

 

[eucuckcpl]

. More women pursuing / accepting/ enjoying sex with black men today. Some of it is the change in racial environment. Some on it is the sexuality of women today. Some of it is more tolerant / encouraging husbands.

To sumarize it: it's a win-win-win situation.

 

[megha]

I largely agree with your analysis. The whole realization that being submissive to a alfa male while married adds much kick. However it must be said that this submission is purely voluntary,

 

[AllTheWayIn]

I read Ian Gibson’s The English Vice by chance, after discovering that the author of a biography of Lorca had also published a study of flogging and flagellation in English society. My early curiosity about BDSM made me visit the university bookstore... I still remember the face of the mature librarian when he discovered a 21-year-old girl interested on such embarrassing subject.

Gibson demonstrated that flagellation and physical punishments in British schools made generations of respected Victorians awake a craving of a masochistic nature, so common and ingrained in society that in all Europe was considered a part of the English identity. Perhaps the most fascinating fact is the educational authorities were aware that the cane punishments to rebel students, conceived to make them “true men”, were actually converting their youths into masochists that enjoyed with such passive, unmanly role.

As a teacher, many times I have wondered at what extend an specific sexual behaviour, considered “deviant” by mainstream values, could be created throught education. In her famous erotic novel, Emmanuelle Arsan describes some Asian societies in which marital fidelity does not exist and during the adolescence youngsters are educated to share their sexual partners. Jealous boys are ****** to offer their girlfriends to others, guiding their erections to penetrate their beloved.

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When I was married the idea of being able to "educate" my hubby into cuckoldry was a common fantasy. There are many kinds of cucks and the most common are men who pursuit sharing their wives due the emotional cocktail often called “cuckold angst”. This disturbing and contradictory mixture of excitement, humiliation and anger is considered the most intensely erotic turmoil a male can ever experience. Individuals who are able to accept it may find it highly addictive, and often find themselves wanting to experience it again in subsequent relationships with different women.

However, the most amazing type is the “natural cuckold”, a man who typically experienced an emotional trauma during their sexually formative years. When he discovers his girlfriend’s infidelity, reason tells him that he must break the relationship, but sexual excitement betray him as he finds her more attractive, begging her to come back to him. Once this red line is crossed, this pattern will tend to repeat itself, becoming a point of no return. The popular proverb “once a woman goes black, she never goes back” is as true as the phrase “once a cuckold, always a cuckold”.

Love and sexual attraction do not have to converge. It is possible to love without sexual attraction and it is possible to have sexual attraction without love. It is possible to have neither, it is possible to have both. So I thought it was also possible for me to be completely in love with my husband even with no sex... but I felt something different when the lack of intimacy became common in our marriage.

Eventually, I cheated him with my Black Dom and guilt ****** me to confess this situation. When we tried an open relationship (with some basic norms), I had a lot of expectations about him embrazing a cuckold role. I perceived good signs, as he obviously found the idea exciting. We had a tacit agreement of not mentioning details about our sex lifes with others... so I went step by step. I came back later of the gym and we both knew what I did during that time. I started to buy expensive lingerie and we both knew who was going to enjoy it. His sexual interest on me suddenly grew and hot comments about his cheating wife appeared when we made love. For some weeks I thought this triangle would be the magic solution to recover my lost love and explore a new continent of sexual possibilities. But as the matter of fact I did not interpret properly the situation.

Russian roulette players become addicted to the game because when they finally squeeze the trigger and the shot does not come, the intense hormonal reaction that prepared them to face death become frustrating. This physiological unresolved situation creates a feeling of non-fullness that increases the excitatory potential and therefore the expectations for the next game. It is like an orgasm abruptly interrupted. Any stimulus that reminds him that moment of intense excitement will be enough to make them want to have the gun in the temple again. It is not death to which the player desires, but the extreme excitement of the ritual. It is the path, and not the goal, what creates such attraction.

The extreme and sustained tension suffered by long-term hostages is also the roots of the Stockholm Syndrome, a reaction that in some cases make the victims feel affinity towards the kidnappers as a way of psychological defense. This unresolved tension around an outcome assumed as inevitable provokes, after the liberation, psychophysiological features close to frustration that, in extreme cases, lead the victim looking for his aggressor as the only way to recover the level of excitement lived but not consummated.

The idea of me as a “hotwife” maintained my husband in a similar state, but everything changed when the idea became a reality in his mind. The turning point was the first meeting with my black Dom: he is 35 years old, very atlethic and attrative, while my hubby is 50 and out of shape. My husband probably felt that he could not compete, as he tried to improve his stamina with blue pills. He organized soft BDSM sessions, tacitly asking for my validation, but I could not see him as a true Dom. Since the moment he accepted his inferiority sharing me with a true Alpha, my perception of him dramatically changed.

We ran up against this very hard truth, together with the lie that "size does not matter". My husband turned towards other means of improving the sexual dynamics between us through oral pleasure. Cunnilingus became his best bet to keep our sexual connection, but I saw him so eager to please that, at the end, it was counterproductive and this sign of weakness aroused my dominant side. During oral sex I started to describe humiliating scenarios and cruel comparisons between my Black Dom and him.

Maybe there was a lack of sincere communication, maybe my strong desire to find a cuckold prevented me to perceive the signs, but the final outcome was a bitter discussion in which he called me “whore”.

I used to return home without showering so he could smell my black Dom’s scent still on my skin. I made sure that he could see the marks of my Dom's spankings on my buttocks. One Saturday night, when our daughters were not at home, I returned after a long BDSM session and he wanted sex. Led by a perverse idea, I confessed that my pussy was still soaked with the seed of my black lover, so he could taste it. Suddenly, his expression changed. The use of condoms had been one of the rules we established, so I imagine that he felt betrayed again.

It was not the first failed open relationship in my life. Many men find the idea apealling, as they would have freedom to find sex outside the couple. But, at the end of the day, women always have more chances to find sex and the deal could be considered unfair. Masculinity tends to be a bit of all or nothing affair. Its paradigm is a male who always looks strong, is assertive, dominant and assumes responsabilities in public. Any man who does not struggles and argues to impose his opinion, even if justified, is not considered manly. Maculinity is not only about natural character and strong physique, but also the outcome of a constant competition and a quality that requires a certain amount of self-control to achieve and hence it is a life choice, an act of the will.

Some men have a natural ability to lead, while others are natural followers. It is in the “unfairness” of interracial cuckoldry where a white man can embrace an inferior role and relishs his natural place of omega, free of the opressive weight that the patriarchy have left over his shoulders. Adopting a passive role and watching his wife being owned, used and controlled by a man better than him, can be a stress reliever. The sexist rules based on possession also allow him to enjoy with humiliation, excitement and shame.

But cuckoldry is also a demonstration of trust and love. If a man truly loves his wife, he will always want the best for her: a dominant black bull that will use her pale body. There is nothing wrong with that, as the cuck knows his wife will be under the watchful hand of a male strong enough to give her everything what he cannot.

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Dear MonicaV: This is a superb analysis of cuckoldry, perhaps the best I have ever read, and I have embraced and researched cuckolding for many years now. It is absolutely true that "once a cuckold, always a cuckold." It is a difficult destiny to accept, but acceptance is the only way to find contentment in the reality. My experience was very similar to your ex-husband's. My ex-wife had been engaged in an long-term affair with a Dominican man long before I met her. She continued the affair for the two years we dated and after our marriage. When I found out, I had the usual reactions of betrayal, anger and inadequacy. While she said she would break it off, and it was a "mistake," of course she did not, and I soon discovered that she was still seeing him. Another fight ensued, and she said she was going to keep seeing him and I could either put up with it or leave. I left, for about two weeks, but came crawling back and said "I'd try it" thinking it was a phase. Ha ha ha. As she realized I was putting up with it, she, like you, became bolder, more domineering, and more delighted in my belittlement. Within a few months he was staying over and waving around his huge, uncut cock. I lasted about six months. My emotions and psychology weren't ready to accept the truth. I still viewed myself as "the man of the house" and that kind of horseshit. So I left, and we divorced, and I swore that I was done and put it behind me. That lasted about two years. Little by little, with each woman I dated, I realized my ex had been right, and knew me better than I knew myself. I reached out to her finally but she only laughed and said "you blew it" before hanging up. She was correct. Since then I have fully embraced my status as a cuckold but it is very hard to find women who get it. Most would rather secretly cheat than openly cuckold. I'm not sure why. I think they haven't made the separation that you identify: that of love and sex being distinct. I agree that it is inevitable that a cuckold is a subordinate, even if he doesn't start that way, and even if his personality, like mine, is otherwise "alpha." I refuse now to date any woman who doesn't fuck other men with bigger cocks, black, white, or other, and I insist that I be permanently denied intercourse. The emotional and psychological mistreatment is also critical. As I get older, and I am now 56, I crave ever-increasing abasement, and my wish, which has not yet come true, is that I become a woman's husband/slave. Raising her bi-racial children would be ideal, especially if their *******(s) stay around in the picture, but that's probably not going to happen at this stage. I have had some experiences and short-term things which were fun and promising, but fizzled, usually due to distance. I'm looking forward to reading your other posts and would welcome any suggestions about how best to secure the trust and companionship of a cuckoldress.

 

[Cuckscientist]

Awesomely said, everybody with an interest needs to read this.

 

[CDNCuck]

...However, the most amazing type is the “natural cuckold”, a man who typically experienced an emotional trauma during their sexually formative years. When he discovers his girlfriend’s infidelity, reason tells him that he must break the relationship, but sexual excitement betray him as he finds her more attractive, begging her to come back to him. Once this red line is crossed, this pattern will tend to repeat itself, becoming a point of no return. The popular proverb “once a woman goes black, she never goes back” is as true as the phrase “once a cuckold, always a cuckold”...

This is so true...in my case, anyways.

 

[WillandSusn]

I largely agree with your analysis. The whole realization that being submissive to a alfa male while married adds much kick. However it must be said that this submission is purely voluntary,

. Many ( maybe most ) fathers are alpha males to their sons. Young boys grow up taking orders from older males. Unless abusive this becomes the "safe" environment. Protected. Later on in life , most boys grow into adults but many do not ( emotionally ) and become submissives looking for the alpha male to protect them

 

[BruceJenner76]

This is so true...in my case, anyways.

My story exactly. I know I am a natural cuckold, but still struggling with accepting it.

 

[WillandSusn]

My story exactly. I know I am a natural cuckold, but still struggling with accepting it.

. Consider in Nature, most often we see only the alpha male mates. Then we look at humanity and we see many males mating with females. But not all. So there is a pattern where some males only watch and observe while alpha males mate with the females. What we also see more today is these "alpha" males are choosen or selected by the females ie BBC over white. Husbands.

 

[BruceJenner76]

. Consider in Nature, most often we see only the alpha male mates. Then we look at humanity and we see many males mating with females. But not all. So there is a pattern where some males only watch and observe while alpha males mate with the females. What we also see more today is these "alpha" males are choosen or selected by the females ie BBC over white. Husbands.

Yes I am 100% convinced this "fantasy" stems from nature, some sort of natural selection. We are basically animals, our attractions are related in procreation. Even the idea that so many white men want to see this, I think its a natural push to a new role, we dont understand it, we feel it. I actually looked into this natural phenomena before really looking into the cuckolding life. You cant fight nature.

 

[WillandSusn]

Yes I am 100% convinced this "fantasy" stems from nature, some sort of natural selection. We are basically animals, our attractions are related in procreation. Even the idea that so many white men want to see this, I think its a natural push to a new role, we dont understand it, we feel it. I actually looked into this natural phenomena before really looking into the cuckolding life. You cant fight nature.

. Yes. Very interesting " phenomenon " we are observing today. Males encouraging females to "breed" with other more endowed males. BBC is the current trend. Part of it is racial. Part of it is genetic ie DNA mixing. Part of it is just pure lust associaded with the sexuality of powerful males intercourse with submissive females

 

[BruceJenner76]

. Yes. Very interesting " phenomenon " we are observing today. Males encouraging females to "breed" with other more endowed males. BBC is the current trend. Part of it is racial. Part of it is genetic ie DNA mixing. Part of it is just pure lust associaded with the sexuality of powerful males intercourse with submissive females

I believe strongly in the DNA mixing theory. There is a chemistry between white women and black men during sex. You can just see it. Something powerful is happening. In part (definitely not all) I think white racism of the past was an attempt to quell this inevitability. As time goes by, without the (not nearly as much) hardcore racism, the constraints are lifted. Thats why I think there will be a new role for white married men. They definitely have a part to play, but think it will become more common to raise mixed children in the future, as well as integrating BBC into their bedrooms.

 

[heatherjake30]

I read Ian Gibson’s The English Vice by chance, after discovering that the author of a biography of Lorca had also published a study of flogging and flagellation in English society. My early curiosity about BDSM made me visit the university bookstore... I still remember the face of the mature librarian when he discovered a 21-year-old girl interested on such embarrassing subject.

Gibson demonstrated that flagellation and physical punishments in British schools made generations of respected Victorians awake a craving of a masochistic nature, so common and ingrained in society that in all Europe was considered a part of the English identity. Perhaps the most fascinating fact is the educational authorities were aware that the cane punishments to rebel students, conceived to make them “true men”, were actually converting their youths into masochists that enjoyed with such passive, unmanly role.

As a teacher, many times I have wondered at what extend an specific sexual behaviour, considered “deviant” by mainstream values, could be created throught education. In her famous erotic novel, Emmanuelle Arsan describes some Asian societies in which marital fidelity does not exist and during the adolescence youngsters are educated to share their sexual partners. Jealous boys are ****** to offer their girlfriends to others, guiding their erections to penetrate their beloved.

View attachment 1937158

When I was married the idea of being able to "educate" my hubby into cuckoldry was a common fantasy. There are many kinds of cucks and the most common are men who pursuit sharing their wives due the emotional cocktail often called “cuckold angst”. This disturbing and contradictory mixture of excitement, humiliation and anger is considered the most intensely erotic turmoil a male can ever experience. Individuals who are able to accept it may find it highly addictive, and often find themselves wanting to experience it again in subsequent relationships with different women.

However, the most amazing type is the “natural cuckold”, a man who typically experienced an emotional trauma during their sexually formative years. When he discovers his girlfriend’s infidelity, reason tells him that he must break the relationship, but sexual excitement betray him as he finds her more attractive, begging her to come back to him. Once this red line is crossed, this pattern will tend to repeat itself, becoming a point of no return. The popular proverb “once a woman goes black, she never goes back” is as true as the phrase “once a cuckold, always a cuckold”.

Love and sexual attraction do not have to converge. It is possible to love without sexual attraction and it is possible to have sexual attraction without love. It is possible to have neither, it is possible to have both. So I thought it was also possible for me to be completely in love with my husband even with no sex... but I felt something different when the lack of intimacy became common in our marriage.

Eventually, I cheated him with my Black Dom and guilt ****** me to confess this situation. When we tried an open relationship (with some basic norms), I had a lot of expectations about him embrazing a cuckold role. I perceived good signs, as he obviously found the idea exciting. We had a tacit agreement of not mentioning details about our sex lifes with others... so I went step by step. I came back later of the gym and we both knew what I did during that time. I started to buy expensive lingerie and we both knew who was going to enjoy it. His sexual interest on me suddenly grew and hot comments about his cheating wife appeared when we made love. For some weeks I thought this triangle would be the magic solution to recover my lost love and explore a new continent of sexual possibilities. But as the matter of fact I did not interpret properly the situation.

Russian roulette players become addicted to the game because when they finally squeeze the trigger and the shot does not come, the intense hormonal reaction that prepared them to face death become frustrating. This physiological unresolved situation creates a feeling of non-fullness that increases the excitatory potential and therefore the expectations for the next game. It is like an orgasm abruptly interrupted. Any stimulus that reminds him that moment of intense excitement will be enough to make them want to have the gun in the temple again. It is not death to which the player desires, but the extreme excitement of the ritual. It is the path, and not the goal, what creates such attraction.

The extreme and sustained tension suffered by long-term hostages is also the roots of the Stockholm Syndrome, a reaction that in some cases make the victims feel affinity towards the kidnappers as a way of psychological defense. This unresolved tension around an outcome assumed as inevitable provokes, after the liberation, psychophysiological features close to frustration that, in extreme cases, lead the victim looking for his aggressor as the only way to recover the level of excitement lived but not consummated.

The idea of me as a “hotwife” maintained my husband in a similar state, but everything changed when the idea became a reality in his mind. The turning point was the first meeting with my black Dom: he is 35 years old, very atlethic and attrative, while my hubby is 50 and out of shape. My husband probably felt that he could not compete, as he tried to improve his stamina with blue pills. He organized soft BDSM sessions, tacitly asking for my validation, but I could not see him as a true Dom. Since the moment he accepted his inferiority sharing me with a true Alpha, my perception of him dramatically changed.

We ran up against this very hard truth, together with the lie that "size does not matter". My husband turned towards other means of improving the sexual dynamics between us through oral pleasure. Cunnilingus became his best bet to keep our sexual connection, but I saw him so eager to please that, at the end, it was counterproductive and this sign of weakness aroused my dominant side. During oral sex I started to describe humiliating scenarios and cruel comparisons between my Black Dom and him.

Maybe there was a lack of sincere communication, maybe my strong desire to find a cuckold prevented me to perceive the signs, but the final outcome was a bitter discussion in which he called me “whore”.

I used to return home without showering so he could smell my black Dom’s scent still on my skin. I made sure that he could see the marks of my Dom's spankings on my buttocks. One Saturday night, when our daughters were not at home, I returned after a long BDSM session and he wanted sex. Led by a perverse idea, I confessed that my pussy was still soaked with the seed of my black lover, so he could taste it. Suddenly, his expression changed. The use of condoms had been one of the rules we established, so I imagine that he felt betrayed again.

It was not the first failed open relationship in my life. Many men find the idea apealling, as they would have freedom to find sex outside the couple. But, at the end of the day, women always have more chances to find sex and the deal could be considered unfair. Masculinity tends to be a bit of all or nothing affair. Its paradigm is a male who always looks strong, is assertive, dominant and assumes responsabilities in public. Any man who does not struggles and argues to impose his opinion, even if justified, is not considered manly. Maculinity is not only about natural character and strong physique, but also the outcome of a constant competition and a quality that requires a certain amount of self-control to achieve and hence it is a life choice, an act of the will.

Some men have a natural ability to lead, while others are natural followers. It is in the “unfairness” of interracial cuckoldry where a white man can embrace an inferior role and relishs his natural place of omega, free of the opressive weight that the patriarchy have left over his shoulders. Adopting a passive role and watching his wife being owned, used and controlled by a man better than him, can be a stress reliever. The sexist rules based on possession also allow him to enjoy with humiliation, excitement and shame.

But cuckoldry is also a demonstration of trust and love. If a man truly loves his wife, he will always want the best for her: a dominant black bull that will use her pale body. There is nothing wrong with that, as the cuck knows his wife will be under the watchful hand of a male strong enough to give her everything what he cannot.

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Wow girl, this made me emotional. We need to really stand strong as women when going black. Its amazing.

 

[heatherjake30]

Yes I am 100% convinced this "fantasy" stems from nature, some sort of natural selection. We are basically animals, our attractions are related in procreation. Even the idea that so many white men want to see this, I think its a natural push to a new role, we dont understand it, we feel it. I actually looked into this natural phenomena before really looking into the cuckolding life. You cant fight nature.

honestly i am really into learning about black breeding now. And I think this is why. It's amazing how much "better" it is.

 

[Elisa&Eunuch]

Yes I am 100% convinced this "fantasy" stems from nature, some sort of natural selection. We are basically animals, our attractions are related in procreation. Even the idea that so many white men want to see this, I think its a natural push to a new role, we dont understand it, we feel it. I actually looked into this natural phenomena before really looking into the cuckolding life. You cant fight nature.

as a micro-sized AND infertile white hubby to a beautiful young white wife I totally agree!!!

 

[SandyPark]

You have perfectly described why interracial cuckolding is spreading more and more.

Yes, well said!

 

[SandyPark]

Thanks for an amazing Text, @MonicaV I hope that a lot of people are going to read it - not only cuckolds and cuckold couples. Cuckolding is not what most people think it is. And they deserve to know better.
Monica's article debunks the myth that people interested in cuckoldry are poor losers, maniacs. And they don't have a low intelligence.

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Cuckolding has always existed, but in modern society it is possible for people to embrace a new way of living without fearing draconian sanctions from society or from the church.

Today you can live in life styles that were unthinkable some years ago. A lot of people, however, are building inner barriers that prevent them from living a lifestyle that they would benefit from, a life style that they would also derive huge pleasure from.

It is a fact that many, if not most, marriages lack sexual tension. It's also a fact that many men are not capable of satisfying their spouses' sexual needs. This leaves many women sexually frustrated, and many men feel incomplete because they simply do not have the sexual power to give their spouses what a husband is expected to provide his wife with.

Nowadays many, if not most, marriages lack sexual tension. It's also a fact that many men are not capable of satisfying their spouses' sexual needs. This leaves many women sexually frustrated, and many men feel incomplete because they simply do not have the sexual power to give their spouses what a husband is expected to provide his wife with.

For many white couples there is a simple solution to that problem. The can integrate a muscular well-endowed black guy with a big stamina into their sex life. It will spice up not only their sex life but their life in general. And a lot of young black guys love to have sex with married white women.

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Monica stated:
"It is in the “unfairness” of interracial cuckoldry where a white man can embrace an inferior role and relishs his natural place of omega, free of the oppressive weight that the patriarchy have left over his shoulders. Adopting a passive role and watching his wife being owned, used and controlled by a man better than him, can be a stress reliever."

In fact it has been a great experience and a great relief for me in our marriage that I don't have to compete with young handsome, very potent black males that my wife Christina has been dreaming about for a very long time. Her black lover can satisfy her in a way that I can only dream of. He can give her plenty orgasms and make her squirt numerous times.

A few years ago Christina borrowed some interracial DVDS from a friend and we were both very much turned on by watching interracial sex between well-built black males and white females. When Christina started talking about how she was fascinated by muscular well-endowedblack males, I felt embarrassed, insecure and incomplete. On the other hand my erect penis spoke a clear and undeniable language. I loved the thought of watching Christina with a BBC. But my imagination ran wild when I thought about possible consequences. Would Christina still be able to respect and love me? Would she fall in love with a black man? What if I didn't like it? Would she ever stop again?

Slowly and gently Christina talked more about her fascination by black well-endowed black males. She also told me that Sarah cuckolded her husband Martin with a black male. She said that they both derived huge pleasure from cuckolding.

Christina time and again assured me that she loved me and that she would never leave me - whether I gave into her wish or not.

After some months I had found enough courage to accept Christina's wish to cuckold me with a black guy. Since Christina and I started cuckolding, I have heard from several white women who want to start cuckolding their own husbands. I would recommend that they watchinterracial porn with their husbands and that they stress how much they love their spouses.

Often these white women say they they are afraid of hurting their husbands. If they, like Christina, stress how much they love their partners, it's not going to break their hearts.

And if they really love their husbands, they should not keep their sexual fantasies and desires a secret. If you love another person, he or she deserves to know you as a whole person.

I am glad that Christina and I trust each other unconditionally and that we can talk about anything. I feel quite sure that we as a cuckold couple love each other more than most vanilla couples. We have no secrets, we'll do almost anything to make our partner feel happy. We accept our partner's feelings and we do not judge each other.

Christina sometimes wishes to be treated a little rough - to be taken by a man who fucks her for his own satisfaction, without caring about her wishes. I can not do that to the woman that I love and I do not want to either. But I love her so much that I want to see her satisfied.

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After some time Christina confessed to me that she would be the happiest woman in the world if she could have a black baby. I was frightened, scared, terrified when she told me that. I did, however, once again have a gigantic erection when she told me about her biggest desire. It was obvious to both of us that I was incredibly aroused by the thought of her being pregnant by a black male.

After Michael, Christina's black lover, had been tested they only had bareback sex. Often Christina said to Michael when he ejaculated: "Cum in me. Give me a black baby!" It was amazing to watch their fantastic, intense and beautiful interracial couplings, and when Christina begged Michael to give her a black baby, I was often so aroused aroused that I ejaculated without even touching my penis.

When Michael has finished fucking my white wife with his beautiful, huge black cock, he leaves, and I perform oral sex on Christina's cum filled pussy. It's my way of reclaiming her as my wife. And it's our way of re-bonding. For both of us it's the ultimate acts of intimacy between two people who love each other unconditionally. We hold each other's hands and talk about how much we love each other.

During our pillow talks Christina often mentioned her desire for a black baby and every single time I immediately got rock-hard. Once She said: "It's obvious that you like the thought of me being pregnant with a black baby. I would very much like to have a baby. You seem to want it as well. But you hesitate, it seems. Why is that?"

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I told her that I was worried about the reactions of neighbors, friends, family and so on. I was also afraid of losing her respect if she was impregnated by another man.

Christina smiled at me, kissed me, gave me a hug and said:" Do you want to live our lives, or do you want to live according to what other people MIGHT think? I would love you even more if we could have a beautiful biracial baby. You know that I consider you the perfect husband. And I would be even more proud of you if you have the courage to have a biracial baby.

By some strange coincidence I read Ryan Holiday's book "Ego is the Enemy" the next day. Holiday defines ego along those lines: “an unhealthy belief in our own importance. Arrogance. Self-centered ambition".

My own ego had played a far too big role in my judgment. Instead of accepting myself as an interracial cuckold who would be happy to fulfill my wife's greatest wish in life, that is having a biracial baby, I was concerned about other people's opinions. I was not loyal to my wife and not loyal to myself. I did want to be the ******* of Christina's black baby.

After a few days I decided to do what WE wanted. We agreed to have a biracial baby. It was the best decision I have ever made. I often think about the Shakespeare quote "To thine own self be true". Christina and I both love small rituals. When Christina dropped all prevention, we had Michael ejaculate on our wedding rings, and I guided his huge black cock into Christina's very wet white pussy. After Michael had ejaculated in her, I held her legs into the air to prevent his black baby maker cream from leaking out of her fertile white pussy.

Here at the end of this text, I will once again quote Monica's wise words:

"But cuckoldry is also a demonstration of trust and love. If a man truly loves his wife, he will always want the best for her: a dominant black bull that will use her pale body. There is nothing wrong with that, as the cuck knows his wife will be under the watchful hand of a male strong enough to give her everything what he cannot."

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Elegantly written and though out! Wonderful article addresses the natural rightness of cuckoldry for beta white males and white women who have sacrificed sexual fulfillment for too long. Shows how truly caring the cuckold should be, no is, in a true cuckold relationship. Describes the powerful natural attraction and satisfying rewards of IR Cuckoldry well! Thanks for posting!

 

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Dear MonicaV: This is a superb analysis of cuckoldry, perhaps the best I have ever read, and I have embraced and researched cuckolding for many years now. It is absolutely true that "once a cuckold, always a cuckold." It is a difficult destiny to accept, but acceptance is the only way to find contentment in the reality. My experience was very similar to your ex-husband's. My ex-wife had been engaged in an long-term affair with a Dominican man long before I met her. She continued the affair for the two years we dated and after our marriage. When I found out, I had the usual reactions of betrayal, anger and inadequacy. While she said she would break it off, and it was a "mistake," of course she did not, and I soon discovered that she was still seeing him. Another fight ensued, and she said she was going to keep seeing him and I could either put up with it or leave. I left, for about two weeks, but came crawling back and said "I'd try it" thinking it was a phase. Ha ha ha. As she realized I was putting up with it, she, like you, became bolder, more domineering, and more delighted in my belittlement. Within a few months he was staying over and waving around his huge, uncut cock. I lasted about six months. My emotions and psychology weren't ready to accept the truth. I still viewed myself as "the man of the house" and that kind of horseshit. So I left, and we divorced, and I swore that I was done and put it behind me. That lasted about two years. Little by little, with each woman I dated, I realized my ex had been right, and knew me better than I knew myself. I reached out to her finally but she only laughed and said "you blew it" before hanging up. She was correct. Since then I have fully embraced my status as a cuckold but it is very hard to find women who get it. Most would rather secretly cheat than openly cuckold. I'm not sure why. I think they haven't made the separation that you identify: that of love and sex being distinct. I agree that it is inevitable that a cuckold is a subordinate, even if he doesn't start that way, and even if his personality, like mine, is otherwise "alpha." I refuse now to date any woman who doesn't fuck other men with bigger cocks, black, white, or other, and I insist that I be permanently denied intercourse. The emotional and psychological mistreatment is also critical. As I get older, and I am now 56, I crave ever-increasing abasement, and my wish, which has not yet come true, is that I become a woman's husband/slave. Raising her bi-racial children would be ideal, especially if their *******(s) stay around in the picture, but that's probably not going to happen at this stage. I have had some experiences and short-term things which were fun and promising, but fizzled, usually due to distance. I'm looking forward to reading your other posts and would welcome any suggestions about how best to secure the trust and companionship of a cuckoldress.

dude you sound like an abused and battered wife.
you let your emotional weakness and sexual desires build up and lead you.
what you should have done is fuck 20 women and get over her.