My husband wanted be to play, but only with white guys…

[PattyinPhilly]

I have been in the lifestyle for 8 years now, I finally gave in to my husband’s constant nagging, telling me I was big down there, and that I was born for bigger cocks. I started hooking up with guys he would arrange, and it was very exciting and I loved getting attention and compliments from hot and mostly younger guys. At the end of 2023, I made up my mind I was going to follow one of my fantasies and be with 2 really BBC’s on NYE. My husband is against IR sex and relationships, he won’t even let me watch IR porn, if we were watching a compilation and a black guy came on he would change it. So, now it is mid June, and I have totally expanded my boundaries. I often have sex with BBC, when he is working, on the weekends, I just want to have my time, like he had his. I am 47, 48 in a couple days actually…and this year I have experienced the best sex of my life. Unfortunately, I do like to have others watch me, and that was the part about playing with my husband I loved the best.I am having great sex, and can not share it with anyone. So that is why I am here. I am not really looking for hookups, just to share with someone that I am comfortable in my skin, and am enjoying myself, for me for a change.

 

[Limpcuck31]

I have been in the lifestyle for 8 years now, I finally gave in to my husband’s constant nagging, telling me I was big down there, and that I was born for bigger cocks. I started hooking up with guys he would arrange, and it was very exciting and I loved getting attention and compliments from hot and mostly younger guys. At the end of 2023, I made up my mind I was going to follow one of my fantasies and be with 2 really BBC’s on NYE. My husband is against IR sex and relationships, he won’t even let me watch IR porn, if we were watching a compilation and a black guy came on he would change it. So, now it is mid June, and I have totally expanded my boundaries. I often have sex with BBC, when he is working, on the weekends, I just want to have my time, like he had his. I am 47, 48 in a couple days actually…and this year I have experienced the best sex of my life. Unfortunately, I do like to have others watch me, and that was the part about playing with my husband I loved the best.I am having great sex, and can not share it with anyone. So that is why I am here. I am not really looking for hookups, just to share with someone that I am comfortable in my skin, and am enjoying myself, for me for a change.

There is nothing wrong with what you are doing....you have BBC needs and a good Husband would understand and accept this. FYI... There are plenty of Cuckolds out there who would love to watch!

 

[longforfun2000]

I have been in the lifestyle for 8 years now, I finally gave in to my husband’s constant nagging, telling me I was big down there, and that I was born for bigger cocks. I started hooking up with guys he would arrange, and it was very exciting and I loved getting attention and compliments from hot and mostly younger guys. At the end of 2023, I made up my mind I was going to follow one of my fantasies and be with 2 really BBC’s on NYE. My husband is against IR sex and relationships, he won’t even let me watch IR porn, if we were watching a compilation and a black guy came on he would change it. So, now it is mid June, and I have totally expanded my boundaries. I often have sex with BBC, when he is working, on the weekends, I just want to have my time, like he had his. I am 47, 48 in a couple days actually…and this year I have experienced the best sex of my life. Unfortunately, I do like to have others watch me, and that was the part about playing with my husband I loved the best.I am having great sex, and can not share it with anyone. So that is why I am here. I am not really looking for hookups, just to share with someone that I am comfortable in my skin, and am enjoying myself, for me for a change.

Thanks for sharing with us. How many bbc have you got to play with so far?

 

[jdflacpl]

Your Husband sounds a bit racist IMO. When my wife and i first started swing it was always white guys(mfm 3syms) when I suggested black guys she said no way. But I sort of tricked her one weekend away and she tried it. There were a couple more white guys after that but she became open to the black guys. Today if i suggest a white guy she says NOPE. I think I can say she id black only now

 

[ELJA2]

Honey,there is nothing like a BBC between your legs,driving you to multiple cums and their ability to get it hard again quickly.

 

[wit]

I have been in the lifestyle for 8 years now, I finally gave in to my husband’s constant nagging, telling me I was big down there, and that I was born for bigger cocks. I started hooking up with guys he would arrange, and it was very exciting and I loved getting attention and compliments from hot and mostly younger guys. At the end of 2023, I made up my mind I was going to follow one of my fantasies and be with 2 really BBC’s on NYE. My husband is against IR sex and relationships, he won’t even let me watch IR porn, if we were watching a compilation and a black guy came on he would change it. So, now it is mid June, and I have totally expanded my boundaries. I often have sex with BBC, when he is working, on the weekends, I just want to have my time, like he had his. I am 47, 48 in a couple days actually…and this year I have experienced the best sex of my life. Unfortunately, I do like to have others watch me, and that was the part about playing with my husband I loved the best.I am having great sex, and can not share it with anyone. So that is why I am here. I am not really looking for hookups, just to share with someone that I am comfortable in my skin, and am enjoying myself, for me for a change.

Would love you watch you take mighty BBC. Or kiss your sexy ass beforehand and afterwards

 

[BiSubCuck]

You look and sound incredible to me Patty. Why is it so many people end up married to a person who is hugely incompatible? It is a curse that far too many of us suffer from. Not sure how things might go for you, but a make or break ultimatum is possibly where you are heading. Someone who is so farwardly racist may actually be hiding from the truth. It could be that he fantasises about You and BBC every day. Or it could be that HE craves submitting himself to BBC. Either way, id say the ultimatum question is a good option.
Are you both into bondage at all? Would he trust you to tie him to a chair gagged, naked, and you bring in a friend or two to play with??? After you have him good and hard of course

 

[FloydBW]

Your Husband sounds a bit racist IMO. When my wife and i first started swing it was always white guys(mfm 3syms) when I suggested black guys she said no way. But I sort of tricked her one weekend away and she tried it. There were a couple more white guys after that but she became open to the black guys. Today if i suggest a white guy she says NOPE. I think I can say she id black only now

the husband is VERY racist........ afraid of blackmen.

 

[Sissy4BBC2OWN]

I have been in the lifestyle for 8 years now, I finally gave in to my husband’s constant nagging, telling me I was big down there, and that I was born for bigger cocks. I started hooking up with guys he would arrange, and it was very exciting and I loved getting attention and compliments from hot and mostly younger guys. At the end of 2023, I made up my mind I was going to follow one of my fantasies and be with 2 really BBC’s on NYE. My husband is against IR sex and relationships, he won’t even let me watch IR porn, if we were watching a compilation and a black guy came on he would change it. So, now it is mid June, and I have totally expanded my boundaries. I often have sex with BBC, when he is working, on the weekends, I just want to have my time, like he had his. I am 47, 48 in a couple days actually…and this year I have experienced the best sex of my life. Unfortunately, I do like to have others watch me, and that was the part about playing with my husband I loved the best.I am having great sex, and can not share it with anyone. So that is why I am here. I am not really looking for hookups, just to share with someone that I am comfortable in my skin, and am enjoying myself, for me for a change.

Yes I would love to watch. Also be of any kinda severice that would be need.

 

[Nakhi]

where in philly?

 

[ChilledCuck]

There are plenty of guys who would love to be your cuck while you fuck black men. Trust me on that! You don't need that kind of negativity from your husband.

 

[Darkjumper]

Funny, everyone seems to either ignore or miss the part where she said she was only sharing her experience/journey and not looking for any hookups. But instead went on encouraging her to keep cheating or offer their "services".... (and here comes the flaming lol). Sure her husband seems to be racist or have some sort of fear about IR. I'm not addressing his phobia, nor her indiscretions, but I will say to the op, hopefully you find some solace and peace so that you don't have to sneak.