Since I started watching IR porn I've been just going deeper into this lifestyle,
but the worst had started when I started living with a black roommate. After just a few days I was finally convinced how superior and powerful actually they are.
He isn't even a good-looking man, but he fucked in one month more girls than I've ever met my whole life.
I was listening to what he was doing to them every fucking morning and night.
Since then I feel so inadequate and then I started worshipping BBCs and try to convince all my girls to go black too.
I am not small - 17cm in length, 13.5cm girths, but I've never produced those reactions in women as he did.
Is there any way to get out of this, or cuck life starts like this and never ends?