Thats how we cuckold
What drives the cuckold lifestyle?
- Thread starter Balegar
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Missed Opportunity with 1st Wife -
I wonder what it is that makes so many men like me especially attracted to and turned on by slutty women. Sex with slutty women is often better, too. I mostly dated “nice” girls in high school and college, but they didn’t excite me as much as the sluts I began “dating” after college. A few years after college I ran into a girl I had gone to high school with, albeit in a class behind me. We didn’t run in the same social circle, so I didn’t know her too well. She was kind of an “ugly duckling” in high school, but by the time she began college she had blossomed into a very attractive and sexy swan. She attended the same high school and college I did. Nobody asked her out in high school, but in college lots of guys began taking her out. She soon picked up a reputation for being easy. Guys were taking her out and getting a blow job or fucking her on first date. For some reason that made her more sexually appealing to me.
Lori was her name; she was 1/2 Irish (her dad) and half Czech (her mom). She had a nice figure (36D - 23 - 35 and shapely legs. Lori finally got knocked up her junior year and married some rich kid at our college who I guess was the *******. I ran into her a few years later at s grocery store. She had recently gotten divorced. She looked good with short shorts on showing off her nice ass and a crop top mostly unbuttoned showing off her huge tits. I was on my way to a friend’s house who was having a little party to eat some deer he had just killed. I had stopped to pick up some beer to take with me. I asked Lori if she wanted to go and she said sure so off we went. We had a good time and when it was time to leave Lori sat right next to me in the car and began fondling my cock. Then she told me that guys had told her she was a “good fuck.” Instead of taking Lori home I got us a motel room, and we fucked most of the night. I started fucking her regularly after that. I knew she had fucked a dozen or so guys at college but that just made me hornier for her. In between fucks we talked and Lori told me why she got divorced. She told me that her husband found out she was fucking a black guy while they were married and he couldn't handle it and divorced her. That just turned me more and made me want to fuck her more.
We began seeing each other regularly and Laurie introduced me to he best friend, Lynn, who was a very sexy, married woman. Lynn and her husband were swingers and they hosted many swinger parties. Laurie had gone to some of them and they invited me to come, but I wasn’t ready for it. I was too much of a square back then to consider swinging, I finally agreed to go to one of their parties but only to observe, not partake and certainly not let Lori fuck any of the guys there, I was surprised to find not only couples there but also several single Black guys there, too, that were there to fuck the swinger wives. Lori's friend Lynn loved to fuck Black guys and I an sure Lori probably fucked them when she went to the parties before we began dating, I was too immature and too square for that lifestyle at that time so Lori and I didn’t go to any other of their parties tho in retrospect I suspect Lori missed them. It was a missed opportunity for us and all my fault.
Lori and I eventually got married but she eventually began to fuck around on me. Every time she did it and I found out, I got incredibly horny for her and we had some of our best, wildest sex. Something about her fucking other guys really turned me on. I probably should never have left her but I couldn’t handle her fucking other guys behind my back at that time. I guess I just wasn’t ready for that lifestyle yet. I was just too much of a prude back then. C’est la vie. Thats water under the bridge. I had the perfect wife back then and didn’t even know it. Now I have another wonderful wife - hot and horny and who loves to fuck and who says she wants to go black - but haven’t yet been able to persuade her to go black. Maybe in time…. When it happens with Suzi I will update the story,
I wonder what it is that makes so many men like me especially attracted to and turned on by slutty women. Sex with slutty women is often better, too. I mostly dated “nice” girls in high school and college, but they didn’t excite me as much as the sluts I began “dating” after college. A few years after college I ran into a girl I had gone to high school with, albeit in a class behind me. We didn’t run in the same social circle, so I didn’t know her too well. She was kind of an “ugly duckling” in high school, but by the time she began college she had blossomed into a very attractive and sexy swan. She attended the same high school and college I did. Nobody asked her out in high school, but in college lots of guys began taking her out. She soon picked up a reputation for being easy. Guys were taking her out and getting a blow job or fucking her on first date. For some reason that made her more sexually appealing to me.
Lori was her name; she was 1/2 Irish (her dad) and half Czech (her mom). She had a nice figure (36D - 23 - 35 and shapely legs. Lori finally got knocked up her junior year and married some rich kid at our college who I guess was the *******. I ran into her a few years later at s grocery store. She had recently gotten divorced. She looked good with short shorts on showing off her nice ass and a crop top mostly unbuttoned showing off her huge tits. I was on my way to a friend’s house who was having a little party to eat some deer he had just killed. I had stopped to pick up some beer to take with me. I asked Lori if she wanted to go and she said sure so off we went. We had a good time and when it was time to leave Lori sat right next to me in the car and began fondling my cock. Then she told me that guys had told her she was a “good fuck.” Instead of taking Lori home I got us a motel room, and we fucked most of the night. I started fucking her regularly after that. I knew she had fucked a dozen or so guys at college but that just made me hornier for her. In between fucks we talked and Lori told me why she got divorced. She told me that her husband found out she was fucking a black guy while they were married and he couldn't handle it and divorced her. That just turned me more and made me want to fuck her more.
We began seeing each other regularly and Laurie introduced me to he best friend, Lynn, who was a very sexy, married woman. Lynn and her husband were swingers and they hosted many swinger parties. Laurie had gone to some of them and they invited me to come, but I wasn’t ready for it. I was too much of a square back then to consider swinging, I finally agreed to go to one of their parties but only to observe, not partake and certainly not let Lori fuck any of the guys there, I was surprised to find not only couples there but also several single Black guys there, too, that were there to fuck the swinger wives. Lori's friend Lynn loved to fuck Black guys and I an sure Lori probably fucked them when she went to the parties before we began dating, I was too immature and too square for that lifestyle at that time so Lori and I didn’t go to any other of their parties tho in retrospect I suspect Lori missed them. It was a missed opportunity for us and all my fault.
Lori and I eventually got married but she eventually began to fuck around on me. Every time she did it and I found out, I got incredibly horny for her and we had some of our best, wildest sex. Something about her fucking other guys really turned me on. I probably should never have left her but I couldn’t handle her fucking other guys behind my back at that time. I guess I just wasn’t ready for that lifestyle yet. I was just too much of a prude back then. C’est la vie. Thats water under the bridge. I had the perfect wife back then and didn’t even know it. Now I have another wonderful wife - hot and horny and who loves to fuck and who says she wants to go black - but haven’t yet been able to persuade her to go black. Maybe in time…. When it happens with Suzi I will update the story,
It is strange how a slutty, unfaithful wife turns men on. My first wife, Lori, cheated on me with her boss and when I found out about it, and confronted her, and she admitted it, we had some of our best sex. Probably our very best sex. Although I was devastated that she had cheated on me, when she told me she had cheated on me, I wanted her more sexually than ever. She seemed truly sorry about cheating on me and our sex was suddenly so good, that we decided to work thru our problems. Unfortunately, a couple of months later we were at a party and I noticed Lori was not there. I walked outside and she was on the deck outside making out with another guy, He had his hands all over her. Again, I was devastated but also turned on. I beat the hell out of the guy then Lori and I went home and fucked like crazy, I was mad with desire for her and in retrospect I realize that her cheating on my was an big turn on sexually for me. I suppose that is part of the appeal of the cuckold lifestyle.
Eventually Lori and I broke up but not before she had admitted other affairs to me that she had had, Strangely every time she told me about some guy she had fucked while we were married it turned me on and we had great sex. While Lori fucking other men during our marriage turned me on sexually, I just wasn’t ready to accept it at that time.
Eventually Lori and I broke up but not before she had admitted other affairs to me that she had had, Strangely every time she told me about some guy she had fucked while we were married it turned me on and we had great sex. While Lori fucking other men during our marriage turned me on sexually, I just wasn’t ready to accept it at that time.
the following are conversations I have had with Suzi which I think shed some light on guys liking to watch their wives fuck other guys, especially black guys...
Conversations with Suzi soon after started dating…
I had met Suzi st the restaurant and fish market where she was working. She was working there and also translating Thai for the courts, teaching French at Berlitz and modeling (she was a beautiful girl and was on the cover of a magazine when we met). Suzi was 18 1/2 when we met and had only graduated from high school (at 17) the year before. I ate lunch there a lot and occasionally we talked, She almost always wore mini skirts with no panties (I could see her pussy sometimes when she leaned over) and tops with no bra that showed off her small tits (at that time). One day she called on her day off and invited me to come have lunch with her, I had already eaten but met her and had a cup of coffee while she ate, I took her home and fucked her that afternoon and evening, I began fucking her regularly from that point on, sometimes several times a day. In facf, after just a few days she moved in with me. She was such an easy fuck after a few months I asked her how many other guys she had fucked. This is the conversation -
Me: How many guys have you fucked?
Suzi: I don’t know; I can’t remember them all.
Me: Give me an approximate number.
Suzi: I don’t remember them all, some I don’t even know their name.
Me: You don’t even know the names of some of the guys you fucked?
Suzi: There are too many to remember them all. What do you mean? Do you mean how many I just fucked or how many just sucked or those I sucked and fucked?
Me: I was talking about fucking but tell me how many you fucked and how many you sucked and how many you sucked and fucked.
Suzi: I don’t know. I can’t remember all of them now. It was probably about 25 to 35 that I fucked, maybe a little more. I don’t remember how many I sucked, maybe 40 guys. I can’t remember all of them. I usually sucked and fucked a guy when I went out with him somewhere nice, but I didn’t fuck everybody I want out with. Sometimes I just sucked them. I probably fucked between 25 or 35 guys. I don’t remember how many guys I sucked. Most of the guys I fucked I also sucked and there were some I sucked if I didn’t fuck them.
Me: How old were you when you first fucked?
Suzi: I think I was 17 or maybe 18. I fucked a guy I was giving French lessons to. I was still in high school but almost graduated. I fucked him on and off but we didn’t go steady. I was fucking other guys, too, not just him.
Me: Out of curiosity how come you never suck my cock? I’ve been eating your pussy for a couple of months now but you never suck my cock.
Suzi: I used to suck cock, but I don’t suck cock anymore.
Me: When did you give up sucking cock?
Suzi: A couple of months ago.
Me: Thats when we first went out.
Suzi: Yes, about then.
Me: So you sucked everybody else’s cock you went out with but not mine.
Suzi: I sucked a lot of cocks. I used to suck cock, but I don’t want to suck cock now. I don’t really like it so I don’t suck cock now.
Me: Did you always fuck a guy or suck his cock when you went out?
Suzi: Most of the time I fucked him and usually sucked him before I fucked him. There were a few guys I went out with who I didn’t fuck. I didn’t fuck every guy I went out with. Usually if I didn’t fuck a guy, I sat least let him feel me off and gave them a blow job.
Me; Tell me about some of the guys you fucked.
Suzi: I can’t remember them all. Some I don’t even remember now. I can remember about 20 or 30 guys but can’t remember all of their names and there are some guys I can’t remember at all now. Most of them I just fucked once and never saw them again.
Me: Tell me about those you can remember.
Suzi: Well, there was the first guy. I fucked him on and off for several months. Then there was a pilot. I fucked him every time he came thru town. He would call me when he was going to be in town and I would meet him at the airport. We would fuck until he had to leave again. Actually, there were several pilots I fucked. Maybe 5 or 6 and some students learning to be pilots, too, I like fucking pilots. And there was a German guy with a huge cock but I only fucked him a few times. There was this guy who I met at a bar and I fucked him a few minutes later in his car. I think I just fucked him that one time. Then there was the married guy who I just fucked a few times. He would take me out to eat and then we would go back to his place and fuck. Actually, there was another married guy I fucked, but I only fucked him a few times. Maybe there was another married guy but he was separated at the time. We stopped fucking when he went back to his wife. There was the guy I was fucking when we met. Sometimes tho he couldn’t always get it up, I finally stopped fucking him when I went out with you. Then there were two or three guys who I was fucking, and I think probably gave me the STD but I didn’t fuck them after that and am not even sure which one gave me the STD. There was this guy in New Orleans who I met at Cafe du Monde. He took me to his home that night we met and I fucked him during my visit to New Orleans. I fucked him the whole time I was there but haven’t fucked him since. There was a guy who picked me up at Caravan of Dreams. I met him and he asked me if I wanted to leave. I was playing with his cock after leaving Caravan of Dreams and we were so horny we pulled off the side of the road and fucked in the car before we got to his home and fucked some more. I can’t remember all of the guys I fucked. Some I only just met or picked up at a bar. I can’t even remember some of their names. Some I never even got their names; we just fucked. Whenever I had anything to ******* I wanted to fuck.
Me; What is the biggest guy you fucked and sucked?
Suzi: It was the German guy. He was really big, probably 9 or 10 inches and thick. He had the biggest cock. I like big, thick cocks. I loved fucking him.
Me: What was the quickest guy you ever fucked after meeting him?
Suzi: A guy I picked up at a bar. About 5 minutes after I met this guy in a bar I left with him and we fucked a few minutes later in his car. Total time from saying hello to this guy until we were fucking in his car was probably just 5 minutes. There were a few quick fucks like that on guys who picked me up at a bar. If the bar was closing and I had had something to ******* I usually went with whoever asked me to leave with them and fucked them. Drinking makes me horny.
Me: How did you get you STD? Who was it?
Suzi: I don’t know; it could have been any number of guys. I had fucked several guys between when I didn’t have it and when I noticed I had it. I think it was one of 3 or 4 or maybe 5 guys who must have given it go me but I don’t know which one. Maybe even 6 or 7 guys I fucked during the time I first noticed the STD. I am not sure which guy gave it to me.
Me: Tell me about more guys you fucked. So far, you have only told me about a dozen or so.
Suzi: No, I am not going to tell you about any more of the guys I fucked. You just get jealous and mad at me and call me a slut when I tell you about them.
Me: You are a slut. Any girl who began fucking when she was 18 and admits to already fucking 25 to 35 guys, probably more is a slut. A girl who has sucked so many guys she can’t even remember who they are or how many of them she sucked is a slut. And 25 to 35 is how many guys you admit to fucking; God knows how many there actually were. You admit to fucking a guy less than 5 minutes after meeting him. Only a slut does that. You admit to picking up guys at bars and fucking them. You admit to routinely putting out on your first date. You admit to meeting a guy at Caravan of Dreams then letting him pick you up, then pull the car over and fuck you in the car on the shoulder of the road. You admit to fucking married men, You admit going to New Orleans, meeting a guy at Cafe du Monde then fucking him all week. You admit to getting a STD and not knowing who gave it to you, that it could have been any number of guys who gave you the STD. You said you fucked several pilots, that you met them at parties and always fucked one after the party.
Me: You ever fuck a black guy?
Suzi: No, I don’t know why I haven’t fucked a black guy, but I never did. I guess no black guy ever asked me. I am attracted to black guys, there are some good looking ones who I would have fucked, but none has ever asked me. If a black guy is cute I wouldn’t have a problem fucking a black guy. I have heard they have big cocks so I think I would like fucking black guys.
Suzi lost her job at the restaurant (she was so busy fucking me all the time she couldn’t get up to make it to work). She was working as a cocktail waitress at a bar and came home one day and told me about running into a married guy she used to fuck -
Suzi: I ran into a guy at the bar (where she was working) I used to fuck.
Me: Who was he?
Suzi: He was a married guy who took me to dinner a few times so I fucked him when he took me to his place after. I don’t think I fucked him many times after that. We only went out a few times so I only fucked him a few times.
Suzi: I like to fuck pilots. There was one pilot who whenever he would come thru town he would give me a call and I would drive out to the hotel at the airport where he was staying and fuck him until he had to leave for his next flight. I fucked him every time he came thru town.
Suzi: Will you get me a boob job?
Me; Sure, why do you want a boob job?
Suzi: I want to attract guys. Guys like big boobs and I want to have big boobs and have them look at me and want to fuck me.
Me: If I get you a boob job will you show them off for me and let guys see your new big boobs?
Suzi: Yes I will like showing them off.
Me: And always go without panties and wear micro mini skirts when we go out?
Suzi: I do that anyway.
Me: Not always
Suzi: OK, if you get me a boob job I will go without panties whenever we go out and show off my tits and pussy to other guys for you.
Suzi: Why do you like me to show off my pussy and tits to other guys?
Me: It turns me on. I like it when all the other guys look at you and want to fuck you.
Suzi: OK, I will show my pussy and tits to guys if you get me a boob job.
A conversation we had much later when I began to want to watch Suzi fuck black men…
Me: You ever want to fuck black guys?
Suzi: Sometimes, They have big cocks and I like big cocks. I think I would like it, lots of girls do. Many white girls love black cock and some Asian girls do, too. I have some friends who fuck black guys. My aunt in Switzerland has a black boyfriend and some of my cousins in California fuck black guys. My sister used to date a black guy. She went with a black guy for about 6 months and she said she loved having sex with him. I have friends who have fucked black guys and they say they like it, but I worry how it might affect us, our relationship. I wouldn’t want to put our relationship at risk.
Me: What do you mean?
Suzi: I might like it too much and want it all the time. I may not want you any more; I might just want black cock. What if I love it and want black cock all the time? What will you do then?
Me: If I take you to the Caribbean will you fuck some black guys there for me?
Suzi: Yes I will fuck some black guys for you if you take me to the Caribbean. I want to fuck a black guy on vacation, not here for my first time. I want it to be spontaneous when I fuck a black guy, not something set up by you. I want it to just happen vs planning it out. A vacation with nothing else going on would be the ideal time for me to fuck my first black guy.
Me: So you promise you will fuck a black guy(s) if I take you to Jamaica?
Suzi: Yes, I promise. I will fuck some black guys for you if you take me to Jamaica.
Conversations with Suzi soon after started dating…
I had met Suzi st the restaurant and fish market where she was working. She was working there and also translating Thai for the courts, teaching French at Berlitz and modeling (she was a beautiful girl and was on the cover of a magazine when we met). Suzi was 18 1/2 when we met and had only graduated from high school (at 17) the year before. I ate lunch there a lot and occasionally we talked, She almost always wore mini skirts with no panties (I could see her pussy sometimes when she leaned over) and tops with no bra that showed off her small tits (at that time). One day she called on her day off and invited me to come have lunch with her, I had already eaten but met her and had a cup of coffee while she ate, I took her home and fucked her that afternoon and evening, I began fucking her regularly from that point on, sometimes several times a day. In facf, after just a few days she moved in with me. She was such an easy fuck after a few months I asked her how many other guys she had fucked. This is the conversation -
Me: How many guys have you fucked?
Suzi: I don’t know; I can’t remember them all.
Me: Give me an approximate number.
Suzi: I don’t remember them all, some I don’t even know their name.
Me: You don’t even know the names of some of the guys you fucked?
Suzi: There are too many to remember them all. What do you mean? Do you mean how many I just fucked or how many just sucked or those I sucked and fucked?
Me: I was talking about fucking but tell me how many you fucked and how many you sucked and how many you sucked and fucked.
Suzi: I don’t know. I can’t remember all of them now. It was probably about 25 to 35 that I fucked, maybe a little more. I don’t remember how many I sucked, maybe 40 guys. I can’t remember all of them. I usually sucked and fucked a guy when I went out with him somewhere nice, but I didn’t fuck everybody I want out with. Sometimes I just sucked them. I probably fucked between 25 or 35 guys. I don’t remember how many guys I sucked. Most of the guys I fucked I also sucked and there were some I sucked if I didn’t fuck them.
Me: How old were you when you first fucked?
Suzi: I think I was 17 or maybe 18. I fucked a guy I was giving French lessons to. I was still in high school but almost graduated. I fucked him on and off but we didn’t go steady. I was fucking other guys, too, not just him.
Me: Out of curiosity how come you never suck my cock? I’ve been eating your pussy for a couple of months now but you never suck my cock.
Suzi: I used to suck cock, but I don’t suck cock anymore.
Me: When did you give up sucking cock?
Suzi: A couple of months ago.
Me: Thats when we first went out.
Suzi: Yes, about then.
Me: So you sucked everybody else’s cock you went out with but not mine.
Suzi: I sucked a lot of cocks. I used to suck cock, but I don’t want to suck cock now. I don’t really like it so I don’t suck cock now.
Me: Did you always fuck a guy or suck his cock when you went out?
Suzi: Most of the time I fucked him and usually sucked him before I fucked him. There were a few guys I went out with who I didn’t fuck. I didn’t fuck every guy I went out with. Usually if I didn’t fuck a guy, I sat least let him feel me off and gave them a blow job.
Me; Tell me about some of the guys you fucked.
Suzi: I can’t remember them all. Some I don’t even remember now. I can remember about 20 or 30 guys but can’t remember all of their names and there are some guys I can’t remember at all now. Most of them I just fucked once and never saw them again.
Me: Tell me about those you can remember.
Suzi: Well, there was the first guy. I fucked him on and off for several months. Then there was a pilot. I fucked him every time he came thru town. He would call me when he was going to be in town and I would meet him at the airport. We would fuck until he had to leave again. Actually, there were several pilots I fucked. Maybe 5 or 6 and some students learning to be pilots, too, I like fucking pilots. And there was a German guy with a huge cock but I only fucked him a few times. There was this guy who I met at a bar and I fucked him a few minutes later in his car. I think I just fucked him that one time. Then there was the married guy who I just fucked a few times. He would take me out to eat and then we would go back to his place and fuck. Actually, there was another married guy I fucked, but I only fucked him a few times. Maybe there was another married guy but he was separated at the time. We stopped fucking when he went back to his wife. There was the guy I was fucking when we met. Sometimes tho he couldn’t always get it up, I finally stopped fucking him when I went out with you. Then there were two or three guys who I was fucking, and I think probably gave me the STD but I didn’t fuck them after that and am not even sure which one gave me the STD. There was this guy in New Orleans who I met at Cafe du Monde. He took me to his home that night we met and I fucked him during my visit to New Orleans. I fucked him the whole time I was there but haven’t fucked him since. There was a guy who picked me up at Caravan of Dreams. I met him and he asked me if I wanted to leave. I was playing with his cock after leaving Caravan of Dreams and we were so horny we pulled off the side of the road and fucked in the car before we got to his home and fucked some more. I can’t remember all of the guys I fucked. Some I only just met or picked up at a bar. I can’t even remember some of their names. Some I never even got their names; we just fucked. Whenever I had anything to ******* I wanted to fuck.
Me; What is the biggest guy you fucked and sucked?
Suzi: It was the German guy. He was really big, probably 9 or 10 inches and thick. He had the biggest cock. I like big, thick cocks. I loved fucking him.
Me: What was the quickest guy you ever fucked after meeting him?
Suzi: A guy I picked up at a bar. About 5 minutes after I met this guy in a bar I left with him and we fucked a few minutes later in his car. Total time from saying hello to this guy until we were fucking in his car was probably just 5 minutes. There were a few quick fucks like that on guys who picked me up at a bar. If the bar was closing and I had had something to ******* I usually went with whoever asked me to leave with them and fucked them. Drinking makes me horny.
Me: How did you get you STD? Who was it?
Suzi: I don’t know; it could have been any number of guys. I had fucked several guys between when I didn’t have it and when I noticed I had it. I think it was one of 3 or 4 or maybe 5 guys who must have given it go me but I don’t know which one. Maybe even 6 or 7 guys I fucked during the time I first noticed the STD. I am not sure which guy gave it to me.
Me: Tell me about more guys you fucked. So far, you have only told me about a dozen or so.
Suzi: No, I am not going to tell you about any more of the guys I fucked. You just get jealous and mad at me and call me a slut when I tell you about them.
Me: You are a slut. Any girl who began fucking when she was 18 and admits to already fucking 25 to 35 guys, probably more is a slut. A girl who has sucked so many guys she can’t even remember who they are or how many of them she sucked is a slut. And 25 to 35 is how many guys you admit to fucking; God knows how many there actually were. You admit to fucking a guy less than 5 minutes after meeting him. Only a slut does that. You admit to picking up guys at bars and fucking them. You admit to routinely putting out on your first date. You admit to meeting a guy at Caravan of Dreams then letting him pick you up, then pull the car over and fuck you in the car on the shoulder of the road. You admit to fucking married men, You admit going to New Orleans, meeting a guy at Cafe du Monde then fucking him all week. You admit to getting a STD and not knowing who gave it to you, that it could have been any number of guys who gave you the STD. You said you fucked several pilots, that you met them at parties and always fucked one after the party.
Me: You ever fuck a black guy?
Suzi: No, I don’t know why I haven’t fucked a black guy, but I never did. I guess no black guy ever asked me. I am attracted to black guys, there are some good looking ones who I would have fucked, but none has ever asked me. If a black guy is cute I wouldn’t have a problem fucking a black guy. I have heard they have big cocks so I think I would like fucking black guys.
Suzi lost her job at the restaurant (she was so busy fucking me all the time she couldn’t get up to make it to work). She was working as a cocktail waitress at a bar and came home one day and told me about running into a married guy she used to fuck -
Suzi: I ran into a guy at the bar (where she was working) I used to fuck.
Me: Who was he?
Suzi: He was a married guy who took me to dinner a few times so I fucked him when he took me to his place after. I don’t think I fucked him many times after that. We only went out a few times so I only fucked him a few times.
Suzi: I like to fuck pilots. There was one pilot who whenever he would come thru town he would give me a call and I would drive out to the hotel at the airport where he was staying and fuck him until he had to leave for his next flight. I fucked him every time he came thru town.
Suzi: Will you get me a boob job?
Me; Sure, why do you want a boob job?
Suzi: I want to attract guys. Guys like big boobs and I want to have big boobs and have them look at me and want to fuck me.
Me: If I get you a boob job will you show them off for me and let guys see your new big boobs?
Suzi: Yes I will like showing them off.
Me: And always go without panties and wear micro mini skirts when we go out?
Suzi: I do that anyway.
Me: Not always
Suzi: OK, if you get me a boob job I will go without panties whenever we go out and show off my tits and pussy to other guys for you.
Suzi: Why do you like me to show off my pussy and tits to other guys?
Me: It turns me on. I like it when all the other guys look at you and want to fuck you.
Suzi: OK, I will show my pussy and tits to guys if you get me a boob job.
A conversation we had much later when I began to want to watch Suzi fuck black men…
Me: You ever want to fuck black guys?
Suzi: Sometimes, They have big cocks and I like big cocks. I think I would like it, lots of girls do. Many white girls love black cock and some Asian girls do, too. I have some friends who fuck black guys. My aunt in Switzerland has a black boyfriend and some of my cousins in California fuck black guys. My sister used to date a black guy. She went with a black guy for about 6 months and she said she loved having sex with him. I have friends who have fucked black guys and they say they like it, but I worry how it might affect us, our relationship. I wouldn’t want to put our relationship at risk.
Me: What do you mean?
Suzi: I might like it too much and want it all the time. I may not want you any more; I might just want black cock. What if I love it and want black cock all the time? What will you do then?
Me: If I take you to the Caribbean will you fuck some black guys there for me?
Suzi: Yes I will fuck some black guys for you if you take me to the Caribbean. I want to fuck a black guy on vacation, not here for my first time. I want it to be spontaneous when I fuck a black guy, not something set up by you. I want it to just happen vs planning it out. A vacation with nothing else going on would be the ideal time for me to fuck my first black guy.
Me: So you promise you will fuck a black guy(s) if I take you to Jamaica?
Suzi: Yes, I promise. I will fuck some black guys for you if you take me to Jamaica.
It seems that younger husbands are jealous and possessive and while their wives fucking other men may excite them and turn them on, their feelings of jealousy and possessiveness trump the excitement and arousal they may feel about their wives fucking other men. At least that was true in my case with my first wife. On the other hand, as husbands get older they are less jealous and possessive and the excitement and arousal they feel thinking of their wives fucking other men, especially hung Black men, trumps their feelings of jealousy and possessiveness. At least that is the case with my feelings toward Suzi and why I want her to fuck other men, especially hung Black men. I am almost 80 so the thrill, excitement and arousal I feel about Suzi sucking and fucking hung Black men is stronger than whatever jealous and possessive thoughts I have.
Cuckcowboy
Male
I couldn't agree more! I consider myself a beta man. Although this is far more acceptable now when I was first involved in it there wasn't any forums or websites to read.
I was shocked and rocked. But I accepted it and did all I could to facilitate her and make her happy.
But honestly It did wreck my self esteem and it took me years to actually feel adequate but never as a solid PIV sex partner again.
I'm just glad younger males(Gen Z) have more resource to help then now.
It's the future
White Vanilla
Female
I was thinking at first sex only with someone in my age.
I had sex with an 14 years older man and he was fuck me better and more sense and he was give me to cum.
Younger ones was do her own business and leave me .this why I have prefer a older one
I had sex with an 14 years older man and he was fuck me better and more sense and he was give me to cum.
Younger ones was do her own business and leave me .this why I have prefer a older one
Our sex lifes
I agree with you completely. Private secret desires that countless women haven’t satisfied are now a priority.
The Hotwife deserves sexual satisfaction whether it is within her primary relationship or with other lovers of her choice.
Beautifully expressed reality. Cuckolds like me need to surrender our white wives for breeding by vastly superior black men.
Ultimately I believe the cuckold lifestyle is driven by the sexual and racial freedom we now have in society. For my husband and I we both get a better sexual experience with our Black Bull giving me the fucking I now need from his much larger black cock giving me multiple orgasms as he penetrates my vagina, with so much more power than my husbands much smaller white cocked then ejaculating his seed deep and hard in my vagina giving me total sexual satisfaction as his seed fills my vagina.
For my husband it’s the sexual pleasure he gets from watching as I get the sex he could never give me and hearing our bull and I verbally telling each other how good the sex is .while we are fucking as my husband masturbates his little white cock
For my husband it’s the sexual pleasure he gets from watching as I get the sex he could never give me and hearing our bull and I verbally telling each other how good the sex is .while we are fucking as my husband masturbates his little white cock
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Same here.
Same here for me.
You have summed up the Hotwife/cuckold dynamic perfectly.
My insatiable wife gets the sexual satisfaction that she certainly deserves while I obtain my own satisfaction by watching my lovely wife enjoying her black lovers.
very possible.
Black men were hanged for being perceived at looking at white women and they were social outcast if they got caught fraternizing in the slave house. Interracial relationships were common in Louisiana before the Louisiana purchase ruined everything. There's still evidence to this day, that's why Creoles like Beyonce and me are light skinned and tend to be more affluent than other Southern Blacks. Our ancestors were allowed to fuck white women and own land to raise their mixed *******. French men loved Haitian women and they were allowed to marry and own property; After the purchase, America said take that ******* to France and lots of relationships suffered. The French left and Creoles eventually fled to a small town in Texas called Houston and fell in love with the cowboy aesthetic. They weren't allowed to ride horses, they rode white cowgirls instead. The Houston rodeo is extremely popular because a lot of white people from Trump country in West Texas come here and get to be sneaky while "selling livestock" over the course of March. The BBQ cookoff leads to wild individual tent parties in front of the Astrodome, tickets are not cheap, it's not the food, not the alcohol, the lines negate the "all you can eat and *******" part. It's because, and I'll end my diatribe here, when given a chance to communicate with each other without society driving us apart either physically or with 100's of years of "Black savage" propaganda, we no longer intimidate each other. That societal psychological fear and intimidation that was instilled in us, becomes one mighty aphrodisiac when both parties overcome it. It's easier to find common ground and communicate with each other without settling now. Last time I wore my Wyatt Earp duster and my Black cowboy hat with ostrich skin boots. A young twink approached me, asked me for a lighter and lit his cig giving me a licking lips look. Clearly from out of town and enjoying the culture shock himself, I gave him a knowing wink and told him to keep the lighter just as he started to regret his boldness. He let out a "ughh" little feminine sound in appreciation as I walked away. I'm sure we both think back on that moment sometimes. In my fantasy, he introduces me to his girlfriend at the tent party and later he makes that same little faggot sound when I tell him to clean her after my first round.
Thank you for your nice compliment on my post. Yes Cuckolds like you and I need to recognize and accept that we don't own our wives, that our wives have a Natural right to be fucked by anyone they want to be fucked by. Nature designed females to desire to be fucked by Alpha males but our culture has trained our wives to suppress their need to be fucked by Alpha males, that are often superior black males.
When a wife decides to fuck other men besides her husband, when her husband finds out that she is fucking other men, her husband will have to choose between divorcing his wife or accepting that she will be enjoying being fucked by other men, that are often black Alpha males. I think most of us that truly love our wives, choose to stay married to our wife and then to support our wives Natural need to enjoy being fucked by black men with hard black cocks.
