Lisa has always given Curt credit for helping her learn erotic dancing and become a skilled seductress,and rightly so. Part of the reason that was possible was that they communicated really well. Lisa was initially riled by Curt's pointed questions about whether or not Victor was fucking her,but when he showed humor in response to her angrily snapping at him,she quickly warmed to him. The chemistry between them was so good that in a matter of hours he began fucking her too,and in the days that followed,Lisa told him many of her most private thoughts.
When Lisa told Curt that she enjoyed making men want to fuck her,he knew that she was sincere,and undoubtedly saw potential in her. I'm sure that by then Curt was already thinking of plans to help Lisa toward fulfilling her wishes and more,but I doubt that he could've guessed how easy it would be or how far Lisa would go.
Lisa's thoughts about contrasts were a significant motivator for her. I don't mean the contrasts of her skin with that of her black lovers. That became a factor later on,but it actually took some time for Lisa to become aware enough to appreciate it. In the beginning,the contrast for Lisa was the way things were developing verses what she had expected her life might be like there. She was elated,and she was more than happy to take it all in,figuratively and literally.
Lisa told me that she had been skeptical when Curt told her that all of his friends would want to fuck her. She knew that Curt liked her and that he wanted to build her confidence. He was up front with the fact that he was voyeuristic. Lisa liked that. It was a real bonus for her,because she'd gotten used to showing off for me and found that she enjoyed doing it. But,she didn't take Curt's statement that all of his friends would want to fuck her seriously. She had never been a shrinking violet. She knew she looked pretty,and she was especially happy that her tits were kinda big. Tits help a lot with men she thought,but she also thought she was often clumsy. If some or most of them liked her,that would be good. Lisa had no idea what was about to happen. It was enough for her that Curt was fucking her good and frequently. She didn't even wonder about how many friends Curt might be talking about,or consider that some,most,or all of them might be black.
From my perspective,Lisa was no more clumsy or awkward than any average 19-20-year-old,but of course we can't always help how we feel.
Lisa concentrated on improving her dancing,responding remarkably well to her coaching according to Curt,but it didn't stop with her dancing. They concentrated on her walking,standing,gesturing,facial expressions,sighs,eye contact. Everything she did was meant to attract,entice,and seduce men. After guys started showing up and Lisa had opportunity to put her training into practice,she was thoroughly convinced that Curt was a genius,and her confidence and motivation skyrocketed! One area where Lisa didn't need any coaching was in the actually act of sex. Lisa has always loved to fuck and it shows! Already a natural for taking cock,when it happened that they were all black,she became hotter than ever. However,it was thought to be enjoying everything that was then and making the most of that time. In hindsight,it was life-changing. It set the course that our lives have always followed since,varying for brief periods of time,but always going back to as close as possible to the way it was then.
Those of you who have read some or all of what we've written on this thread know a lot about what happened during the time we were stationed there. Cumulatively,I saw a lot happen during the time we were there,but there was much more that I didn't have opportunity to see because I was almost constantly training or on deployment.
Lisa has changed remarkably little over the years. She's aged well physically. She's filled out some,even improved from many men's perspective,including my own. She's more confident than ever,and her manor is somehow calmer,more low-key. She's virtually always sure what she wants. She knows herself really well and she knows me too. In the past year or two she's made me realize a lot about myself that I've denied or brushed over in the past. I've changed more than Lisa has,or have I? I've certainly changed more than she has in physical terms. How does that saying go? "If I'd known I was going to be around this long,I would've taken better care of myself." I can relate to that. What in the hell was I thinking? Not everything's physical,of course,so here goes:
Lisa was never in danger of being out of bounds according to the "understanding" we had from the beginning of our relationship that's still the same now as it has always been.
Everything was already well underway by the time I came home and met Curt,but as a courtesy to me,he confirmed that he understood our relationship and that he liked watching Lisa enjoying herself with men too. He also promised that he would watch over her,which was no small thing to me. "You're not the jealous type,so you don't have anything to worry about. Just do what you have to do,and don't worry about Lisa. She'll be OK."
I remember realizing that Lisa was being thoroughly blackened. I'll never forget her expression and her response when I asked her if all of the guys who were fucking her were black. First came the naughty laugh that always sounded nervous,but was instead just very excited,then her answer;"Yes,every one of them. They're all black." The consequences still weren't apparent to either of us then,but the frequency and vigor in the way they were using her for sexual gratification had already taken her to a previously unknown level of enjoyment,and in kind of an odd way. The pain and hypersensitivity that goes with being sex-sore is something Lisa craves. She's missed it every time she's had to be without it for any significant length of time.
I was just along for the ride during that time. I enjoyed everything that I was fortunate enough to see,and the many stories that Lisa told me about what happened when I wasn't there. I'll add that I'm appreciative of how she's always been thoughtful and understanding while I've asked her millions of questions. During that time,I was just there or I wasn't.
For some time after that,during the first part of our time in Germany,it seems that we were kinda drifting sexually and socially. We enjoyed sex together,and with several couples. It was just like that for many of us who were in the military,and I'm sure a lot of civilians too. Lisa's familiarity and fondness for black men was never a real secret on post. For a time,there were some really wild rumors that were sometimes told with ill intentions. I remember Lisa being seriously pissed,in part because the rumors were mostly lies,but also because they portrayed her as having a lot more good sex than she was actually getting at the time.
Lisa never "stopped" fucking black men. There were gaps of weeks,maybe a month or two at the most when she didn't have opportunity for black sex,but it was never longer than that when I was in the Army. We always knew and associated with people who were swingers,and inevitably someone would casually introduce Lisa to black friends. As far as we know,nobody there knew anything about Lisa's activity in Georgia. I guess it was just obvious that Lisa liked black men a lot.
Then came a time when I did something that didn't seem as profound at the time as it really was. During most of the time Lisa was pregnant,she was truly insatiable. She wanted a cock inside her around the clock! She seemed to cool down a little after giving birth,but that didn't last long. She had some opportunity and she took it,all of which by that time was again with black guys,but it wasn't enough. She told me she wanted to "totally whore out" while our baby was still too young to know what was going on,because she wouldn't be able to do it later. She said that she wanted to completely concentrate on black men,because they liked her better than other men,and she added that there were a lot of black men on post,and only a few black women. She had already decided that she wanted to take advantage of that imbalance. She assured me that she could do what she wanted to do and still be a responsible mom. She was less sure about how men would react to her being a mom and wanting to fuck. She knew that she couldn't get what she wanted if she didn't let men know,so she got to it. As soon as it was warm enough to be outside,Lisa was pushing that stroller for miles every day. As her post-baby body responded to the exercise and shed it'self of the excess poundage,the shorts and tops she wore became skimpier and skimpier,until the point where she was barely legal by Army standards. Some of the cheeky shorts she's worn off-post and even now wouldn't pass on post,but she wore them as short as any Army wife would dare to wear on post,and the cleavage? Well,she was a mom with a small baby. She had bigger than average tits to begin with,add the extra volume,and she could expect to get cut some slack there,right? All her efforts didn't go unnoticed. Discretion was necessary,but she was getting plenty of attention. The thing was that she wasn't getting any action. There was a strange situation on that small post at the time because of an incident that had caused a senior NCO to lose practically everything over getting involved with another sergeant's soon to be ex-wife. Lisa was getting frustrated with her lack of progress,and consequential lack of sex as she wanted it.
While partying with friends during our first year together,I had on a few occasions told friends to go for it with Lisa. But,after we got sent to Georgia and she got involved with Victor,then Curt,it wasn't necessary for me to do anything except to watch. I didn't have reason or opportunity to be involved. I just watched when I could and enjoyed my sloppy seconds.
I figured out why the men were reluctant to take advantage of Lisa's obvious flirtation,and knew that I needed to tell some of them straight up that they should fuck her,because that's what she really wanted. I told several men at the hobby shop and rec center that she wasn't just teasing or playing games,that she really liked black guys and seriously wanted to fuck as often and as much as she could. I told them what she had said,that all she asked was that they respect that she had to take care of our baby,and if they would do that,she would do her best to make it worthwhile for them.
I knew by their responses that they would be reluctant no longer. More than one told me how good she looked and that they really wanted to give it to her good,and that they would. When I told Lisa what I had done,her response was a simple whispered word: "Wow"
The truth is that I did get really turned on during the process that we went through leading up to Lisa's triumph in experiencing her "second round" of "totally whoring out",as she puts it,but until recently when Lisa spelled it all out for me,it didn't register in my mind that I had actually enjoyed being in a position where I needed to help her get fucked by other men,by black men.
"The way you got so excited when you came home for the first time after everybody started fucking me. The apartment was a mess because I hadn't had time to do any laundry other than the baby's. The smell excited you,the smell of sex,of cum. Now,I sit my sloppy pussy in your face. I've always been a whore. I was destined to be a whore for black men. It happened the way it happened because that was always the way it was going to be. And,you're a cuck. That's just the way it is. It just took some time for you to realize it."