New to this forum!! Basically I've been married for 4 years and over the years I've developed a fetish for black men. It's now gotten to the point where I need to pleasure myself thinking about black men and BBC almost everyday. I do it secretly as my my husband doesn't know about this.
I live in New Zealand and unfortunately there aren't many black guys here. When I do come across one I can't help myself to flirt around with him just for the excitment.
Basically the reason I've joined this forum (and another) to hopefully get some advice on how to break this to my partner. It will definitely turn our whole world around for sure but I'm kind of sick of sneaking around to receive pleasure. I'm currently trying to slowly push hints towards him and progress is very slow. If anyone in a similar situation knows a better way I'd love to hear it! Feel free to DM me if you want
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I've posted a few pics incase anyone was curious!