I have only really cheated when I had a few to many
, So i try to stay away from
when on girls nights out or work functions now, as i get hyped and lovey and really horny , but thats just my friendly excitable nature, but guys take that as i want sex, so on all occasions i was relax and happy and basically got taken advantage of due to the lack of control of my body, and on those couple occasion's that i remembered being surrounded by a few guys and we all naked
, ( hubz received video's and pic's during and after and they were sending from my phone) . I just can't
to much anymore as i go off really easy ( become huggy and touchy). Then next moment I wake up in hotel room or someone's apartment, so now on nights i check in with hubby, and leave tracking on so he stay in touch with me, or he see my phone
moving, If i don't answer he comes to find me. lets just say he found me in some awkward positions. We do swing yes, but always together or with consent to play from each other.