So my gf has only dated and slept with black guys prior to meeting me and this was a little intimidating at first but it’s just gone farther and farther with time and I feel like she might even be cheating on me. At first she called me one of her ex lovers names several times and I tried to brush that off my shoulder. We are pretty open about our experiences I believe but it didn’t make it hurt any less when she dove into the stories, from recording her friend taking a bbc in her closet, to her and one of her friends “worshipping” one guys bbc together, telling me she’s ate one of her past lovers asses yet anytime I’ve asked for similar treatment I’m quickly hushed, she’s even told me she was impregnated by one of her exs but had a miscarriage… the cuckold lifestyle is def a fantasy of mine don’t get me wrong but I’ve opened this up to her about a year ago and she didn’t seem too fond of the idea. Does anybody have any input? Thanks!