First Time Sucking Cock

Tried sucking a big white cock in my early 30s and had to stop. Apologised to the guy and we went for a beer. It really was something I did not want to carry on with. And I craved to be with a woman so bad!!
Fast forward a few years and i still had curiosity for Black cock, so met a man online who was also curious. Invited him over and we got naked, lay next to eachother, a lot of body contact and me holding his ass which was amazing. Then he stood up and i got on my knees and he franticly fucked my mouth as I held and squeezed his ass until he unloaded and i swallowed.
I was up for more but he politely thanked me got dressed and left. Messaged me to say I was a natural, and i never heard from him again.

The difference...... it excited me lots with this Black man, and his dominance was Very appealing.
Have only sucked 2 others since, but would welcome more. And love to meet a man for regular submissive service.
Black Men know that we white bois are ready to submit and their dominance is gradually changing us into obedient sexual playthings as we come to enjoy pleasing them. Being on this site has shown us the sexual enjoyment that a Black Man can give and how easily we are being converted into a sissy role and how so many more of us want to serve our Black Superiors. :blackheart: :lips: :lips: :blackheart:


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my first was when I was working in the Oil fields. I was young and always horny as hell. I was in my service truck i had noticed another truck that was close to me, he was black, and he looked like he was jacking off in his truck, this got me really hot, about that time he noticed me and called me over to his truck, which I did, I got our of my truck and walked over to his truck I looked into his truck, what I saw just my life
he had an uncut cock and it was the most beautiful cock I had ever seen, he just smiled and I just had to get time in my mouth, god it so fucking hot, he came in no time, filled my mouth and I swallowed
 
My first time was a long time ago and at first was against my will. It started my first year as a teen. My Neighbor, a 40 year old woman caught me doing something illegal. She confronted me a few days later telling me what she saw and said if I didnt want her to tell my parents I would do everything and anything she told me too. I was terrified and agreed because my ******* literally would have killed me. My parents didnt get home until after 10pm so I was home alone when I got home from school until then. So I followed her into her apartment and she started out by having me do chores. Dishes and things. Then she called me from her bedroom. I figured she had laundry or something she wanted me to do but she was laying on the bed with her legs spread and told me to eat her. I wont lie I got really excited I had been crushing on this woman for months so I did that eagerly. and so it was every day after school I would go over to her place and do chores and go down on her. She never let me fuck her. Just eat. that lasted for about two weeks. I was on her bed on my knees eating her when her bedroom door opened and her bf walked in. Naked and cock hard. I freaked out I thought we were caught and I was about to get my ass kicked but they both started laughing. She said dont worry hes here for you. I looked at her confused and she got mad and told me to go over there and suck his cock. I refused and she pushed me off the bed and ******* me over to him. She held my head and told me if I didnt open my mouth she would be calling my ******* so I did and in went his cock. I didnt want to like it. I convinced myself I was just doing what I had to do but something in the back of my head was screaming yesssss. after a few minutes he got on the bed and started fucking his gf and that was when I ate my first creampie and from then on he was part of the play and the more I did it the more I loved it. I started spending more and more time over there. lying to my parents on weekends saying I was at a friends house when I was really next door with them. she started after awhile dressing me up too. slowly at first. panties and training bras then skirts and tops. she started putting makeup on me and paining my nails. said I needed to be pretty to suck cock. eventually she wouldnt let me eat her anymore. I was his toy she would call me all kinds of names and laugh at me while I sucked him off or while he was fucking me. telling me what a good little faggot I was. This went on for 4 years and then they moved away. and I locked that part away pretending it never happened until my marriage ended in my late 30s after that I went through a massive slut faze and was pretty much upsessed with sissy porn and I made an account on grindr and for about 6 months I was a total whore and sucked over 100 cocks. Ive slowed down a lot now got it out of my system but it will always be there.

Yes I realize now she was a ******* but I didnt even know what that was back then and the truth is those were the best 4 years of my life
 
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