I appreciate you taking your time to respond. I'll be here listening when you are ready to answer. I'm in no rush so take care of yourself and do you.
For starters, I have a cuck-hubby that I love very much and I think if I could understand all this better, then it has the potential for helping me fully embrace my role as his Ma'am. Granted, I don't have to understand fully to know that it works for us, but understanding would alleviate any past, present, or future guilt I may ever feel. I've asked my little sissy boy these same questions, and he answers the best he can. As to why I want the answer from you, I think you are a highly educated, deep-thinking soul. I've read your posts and comments and you seem to get it. There's lots of knowledge to be had from hearing your answers, I believe.
Take your time. As I said, I'll be here...