P/E was one of the reasons for getting into the lifestyle, but only being 4 inches hard is probably the main reason.
It was difficult growing up with a small dick and I encountered many humiliating moments such as showers at school and meeting girls, a lot of my girlfriends told me that size didn't matter but they still ended up cheating on me.
Eventually something strange happened , I met a girl and things were going great and we were together for almost 3 years and I was in love.
Then 1 night we were both going out , I was going on a lads night out and she was going with her friends.
We ended up at club and me and the rest of my friends got split up and I started looking for them and then I spotted my girlfriend in a corner with another guy and they were really going for it, he had his hand down her top and she had her hand in his zipper.
I stood there in disbelief, she hadn't spotted me probably because she had her tongue down his throat, I thought about going over to them and kicking off but he was a lot bigger than me.
I headed back to the apartment to wait for her to return home and eventually headed to bed in the early hours with still no sign of her.
I lay in bed waiting for her return and thinking about what she was upto and then it happened I noticed my dick was getting hard thinking about her with him and it wasn't long until I was dripping pre cum and before I knew it I had 2 of my fingers stroking my little dick whilst thinking of my girlfriend with this guy and soon found myself cuming in my hand.
Once she returned I just pretended to be a sleep until she got into bed and then we started chatting about each others night, she obviously never mentioned anything about this guy but I found myself very turned on lying next to her and we started kissing and I was soon on top of her and her pussy was so wet, I knew I was getting sloppy seconds but it turned me on so much, I wanted to tell her I knew but never had the bottle.
She left me a few months later and I never did tell her that I had seen her that night with another guy.
I never knew what a cuck was back then and it was many years later and while after getting married I discovered the cuckold lifestyle.
I 1st discovered cuckold through porn and soon discovered bbc cuckold was my favourite they could fuck women like i could only dream of.
It also showed that there was a place for small dicked white guys like me and I soon got to stage where I couldn't get it out of my head.
I started wondering if there were other people like me or if I was alone with this feeling of wanting to be cuck, I started looking on line and soon discovered this site, this site showed me I wasn't alone with my feelings and the percentage of people on here were very helpful in guiding me and helping me to convince my wife to go black and as they say the rest is history
As for regrets, the only regrets we both have is not discovering the lifestyle earlier!