Devestating.. This was about the third black male we had invited to share her pussy:
she was texting him after we all met initially though I suspect they met up at his place behind my back a few days earlier as she came home from work late and her breathe smelled like she had been sucking dick and wouldn't fuck me that night in bed:
Her: I dont want him wearing a condom when he takes me...I want him so bad I want to feel him and I want him to cum inside me, I want all his cum honey. Im sorry but I really want to fuck him and If hes good Im going to want him to fuck me a lot and ive seen his cock, its huge, way bigger than yours and if he uses on me like hes told me he plans too, im going to want him to cum inside my pussy with his huge cock and I want you to know thats what I plan to do and I need you to accept my decision and be ok with me and him getting together and hanging out at home and he invited me to his place to hang out and stay a few nights anytime I wanted to and I think im going to do this and I need you to do this together with me and be cool with him. Im going to invite him over tonight to hang out and spend the night and ******* in our bed and I don't want it to be weird so I want you to ******* in the guest room tonight, ill leave the door open so you know im safe but he is coming over in a few hours so we need to get some dinner ready and drinks for us all.
I asked....what do you want out of this or whats his and my role here?
She replied I want to just be friends and hang out and enjoy ourselves and see where it goes with him and us, possibilities are limitless but I should relax and not be aggressive or jealous if he touches her or she shows him affection in front of me and instead let them figure it out and me make them feel comfortable. maybe serve them drinks and dinner and anything he may need as our guest and then let whatever happen happen and just watch and lay back and let them enjoy it and me enjoy the show, if they need me they will let me know. but she is going to fuck him tonight she needs this and I knew already this is what she needed and will take him upstairs to bed at some point tonight when they are ready and Im free to follow them so long as I sit in the corner chair unless they ask me for anything.
It all turned out great except afterwards more hard things to process
Honey, what did you think? How do you feel? Are you ok?
I know its going to be hard to hear and Im not meaning this to hurt your feelings but we need to be honest with each other.
He fucked me so much better than I have ever had. I like him way better than being even with you. His cock is superior to any one ive ever been with and you saw it was way bigger than your and how much I enjoyed him fucking me.. I mean.. Im in love with him as a lover and I want you to know Im not going to let this affect what we have but Im going to continue having sex with him and Im going to focus on he and I sexually and not so much you and I, so we may not have sex for awhile ok. Im not saying forever but for a bit until i get used to him and figure this out...
So I asked.. was he that much better? Are you feeling for him?
She said yes, she thinks she might have feelings for him as a friend for us and a long term lover, it depends on him and how thiings turn out but I have never satisfied her the way he did that one time and his larger cock and his body is exactly what she deserves as a woman sexually and
I cant compete with him.
I asked does she want me to submit to him or you both when you are together? And how do you see that going down?
She said yes, she had some thoughts what she would like but wanted to ask him his thoughts as well?
I asked her what was she thinking initially?
Another devestating reply from the same first conversation
umm, we will see.
You want me to eat his creampie from you don't you? I said this because I had mentioned it in the past.
Yes, I think i would like that.
I want you to suck his dick too..but i need to talk to him first about that.
Im not sure it thats really what I would like or how I would react if you did it but ive been thinking you doing that
I replied.. If you really see me and him and our roles in this then yes, ill do it if it makes you happy and he's cool with it