I started this thread, a long time ago, and I'm just finding it again.
I want to thank everybody who opened up and shared these private, painful erotic moments. I've perversely enjoyed them all lol, and I hope you have too. Groups like this sadly play a prominent role in the sex life of a cuck, especially those denied actual sex, or worse, those of us who are all alone.
Cucking is playing with fire, and when a couple plays with fire, the man ends up carrying a torch. And getting burned.
Elle was a glorious woman in many ways. But she was smarter than she was sentimental. And that was it for me. I was out the door for the 'better man' I begged her to find, so no one to blame but myself, with kink in my soul and the devil on my shoulder. Plus, this was what, 25, years ago, and I was a young broke artist, a talented painter living off my paintings but still just on the edge of either success or poverty. So why stay with me over the six-figure executive giving her the best sex of her life.
The last time she came to my apartment was to collect some stuff she left behind and take back my key to her apartment. I dropped to the floor and hugged her around her knees, begging for another chance, but this 5'3" bombshell blonde was not swayed in the least, holding out her hand for the key, and sliding it into the back pocket of the faded jeans that hugged her perfect ass.
I pleaded, "But I'm your boyfriend..."
She literally chuckled, and said "No, HE'S my boyfriend. I haven't decided what YOU are yet." And she walked out of my life.
Epilogue:
Most of the best moments of my life came after her.
I'll share some of those as well. Thanks again for all the comments.