As a married middle aged white male to a younger Asian wife, I love the aura, the position she flipped me to. Sucking a black male, taking his sperm load, and being used by black men is the ultimate sex for myself. The wife turned FemDom and virtually black only. I am fine with that--we are not into role play or part time and it is real for us. Having straight sex with my wife or a female is boring after 30 plus years of doing it, started having sex when I was 20 or so. Going black for myself is hot, erotic, different, and a lifestyle that suits myself. I also pay the bills, treat the black men to the spa, casinos, out to eat, etc. I am dating them in a sense of the word. But on my hands and knees I am performing what he wants and making him feel important, good, sexy and superior. I love being in the mind frame, of a white male/couple engaging in reparations to the black race. I know it sounds dumb, but it is our mind frames and I cum harder and better than ever before.