Mine has been a journey that started when I was home alone as a teen. I was curious about hose and heels. I loved that girls and women wore them often at that time. Then I developed the desire to touch and feel legs that were adorned in nylon. It wasn’t long before I came up with the idea to put them on and feel it that way. It was a day that opened a door of ideas I didn’t know I would never be able to close. In my 20’s it was a popular porn topic for girl on girl pics and videos to be the hottest thing going and I loved it like most did. By my 30’s wife sharing was becoming more popular and I fully embraced the idea as being very sexy. The next step was doing that with a well hung black man. By the time Craigslist was a thing I was dressing up a fantasizing about BBC with my girlfriend. After she and I split I found myself looking at the ads and saw one with a pic of a beautiful black cock that was a perfect example of what I had seen in videos. When he told me to come to his place I had reservations like most would but I knew when I knocked on his door I was crossing the line of fantasy into reality. I’ll never forget his touch as his hand rested on my shoulder and guided me to my knees and surrender.I'm sure of that, that's what I've been told. I appreciate your comment anyway. In your case, how was your experience?