back in 1998 I caught my wife cheating after loads issues I became more turned on about it I found myself wanting her to fuck them more and more and it from the start because of my embarrassment we agreed we should make it look as if she was still cheating.How do you cucks feel about the wife having sex with the Bull when you're not there? Is it hotter? Does it make you nervous? We've been into interracial cuckolding for many years and played with a number of Bulls (she is Black-only). In most cases, I am present and love to watch. There have been a few occasions when she has asked to meet with her Bull alone, sometimes when I'm out of town on business travel. I agreed and it was fine but now she is asking for that more often. She travels for work as well and has asked me to arrange for a Bull to come to her hotel. I said no to that one because I feel I should meet him first.
I was so concerned everyone would think i was a pervert or weird wanting her to fuck other men added to this was the total stigma about white women fucking black men and how taboo it seemed
I therefore wasnt with her and she was meeting them alone and i had to accept this keeping my dirty secret to myself, ok i had terrible angst each time but i had to accept it
I still had issues when she spent the nights with them, and i can recall for two days i was physically sick when she went away for a weekend with three of them which at the time seemed like weeks rather than 3 nights which i couldnt sleep worrying and yet so excited