I have the sickest urge to see my 23 year old ex fuck a group of black guys, i was so in love with her we broke up because we would argue too much. But the sex was insane, the sounds she made while fucking were better than any porno i've seen. She would dirty talk like a massive whore and i loved it, we'd argue because she was really promiscuous. I just felt she loved getting fucked by different dudes, she would keep dudes numbers in her phone who she fucked before and say they were just friends blah blah blah. I knew she was lying i would look through her phone when she left it around me and took a shower, one "friend" she was talking to now and then i read her messages without her knowing. She i think left a comment on him losing weight and looking better, he tells her yeah i feel amazing and also throws in there "my dick got bigger too" which obviously right there i knew they fucked before. She constantly covertly was trying to keep her options open while being in a relationship, i hated it but now it turns me on. I broke up with her and just forgot about her not turning back, i get a text from her months later oddly of her saying writing a short paragraph to me saying how she's sorry she hurt me and she understands if i don't respond she said she doesn't want any bad ******* between us. In my head i read that ******* and in my head i was like wtf does that mean, i'm like "hurt me?" how tf did you hurt me when i broke up. I then stalked her IG after that was said from a fake account because i was dying of curiosity of what that ******* meant, all of a sudden i see this dude commenting on her pics with heart eyes and drool emojis up and down her pics. This guy we used to go on double dates with, he literally sat in the back of my car with his girlfriend who was my girlfriends best friend. My ex ended up fucking him two months or so after he broke up, i found out by basically hitting him up and confronting him like yo why are you commenting that ******* on my exes pics? I know she's my ex but i took it personal because i knew this dude, me and this guy smoked weed together before and ate together. This dude supposedly has a huge dick ive heard, he was telling me how as he fucked my ex she told him how his dick is bigger than mine so im guessing they were fucking and she was telling him all this *******. My exes body was insane, she had the most sexy flirty eyes, big ass and a nice clean shaved pussy perfect looking, thick long legs, her tits were just jaw dropping to me. She has 36DDD natural tits plump and full, her nipples were perfect as if they were out of a porno she coulda been a titty model. As time went on i was pissed at her, now im so turned on that she did it. I want to see her in a hotel with multiple black guys just running through her raw and hearing the sounds that come out of her, i just want see her tits flopping back and forth while getting fucked doggy and her ass slapped red. I know if i hit her up she would want to talk to me because we have unfinished business between us and both didn't get any closure because we just cut it off cold, she most likely feels bad for what she did and it haunts her. I dont want to embarrass myself but im seriously considering hitting her up to meet up and tell her my fantasy, she just knows people i know and i dont want it to be like a reaction from her where she says WHAT?! and starts laughing at it and tells her girls and i look like an asshole.
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