Why do I like see my wife being fuck?

eltinogre

Couple
I’m guy, 38 years old, but since 20years old I love to do threesome with my partner .
About my 30s I like to see my partner being fuck, I like an orgasm face on her. It’s difficult to find someone tested to fuck bare (il love the idea to see pussy s wife with a lot of cum)
Now with 38, married with a wife who like to being fucked too, I’m just wandering why I find this so exiting (without any judgement) .
It is only an existential question, and I wanted to post here .
 
I am wondering about this too. We had our first experience just month ago. Since that I am going back to the memory of my beautifull wife lying on the bed, legs wife open and the strong muscular black man fuck her hard. It was much more intense experience than actually having sex with her myself. The feeling and excitement was so intense.
 
I have never been on a playdate with my wife & her Bull. A couple times, at the beginning, she called me and left the line opened and I could hear them at it. Afterwards, she wanted this to be her thing and felt inhibited if I was there, watching or even hearing them.
I often think that actually watching them may not be as exciting as imagining them at it. Just the fact that my wife says she would be inhibited if I was watching tells me that I would never see her truly give herself totally to her Bull, i.e. I'll be seeing the R-rated version and the real X-rated version goes on when I'm not present. Why deprived them both of a better sexual experience if I'm watching.
Although I would like to watch, I don't.
 
I think for me its a combination of things.

Acceptance that I can't give her what she deserves, and learning to find pleasure in seeing others give it to her.
Submissiveness and humiliation.
Some kinkiness and pornholio love/addiction.
Aaaaand mustard :p
Like first time you tried it, you hated it. But something in your brain told you to try it later in life. And it was little better this time.
Now I love it! It just works on everything... Except pasta.

Maybe it's something similar for you?
Or maybe you are just a closet gay? 🤪
 
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