I don't know what to say about this. To be in a pussy free marriage without wanting to be in one, most men would not stand for it. I am not one of those men myself, Anyone that says it isn't a choice without options don't have free will. I'm 61 and divorced twice and had many other women in my life, I do like denial but it is my free will to choose.
Well, you're luckier with the ladies than i've been. I was a virgin until I was 22yo, so I was what i'd consider to be chronic masturbator by the time I finally got laid. So I sort of got into the routine that jerking off was my sex life and any pussy was a bonus, whereas most men only jerk off when there is no pussy on offer. Perhaps I don't have the free will, and probably never have as i've had no success at all with women, so i've learned to take what I get... any time I tried to step outside of that boundary, it failed dismally and it was always back to a life of cuck porn and wanking.
Pussy free white boy over 3 years. Her pussy is for BBC and I love that my wife has decided that for me and trained me to know it’s the only way for me.
As it should be correct?
I was a virgin until 3 months before my 23rd birthday. On the very day I lost it, it wasn't only the first time I fucked a pussy, but also the first time I touched, tasted or smelled one... a lot to take in on your first time. She made me wear a condom and it was over in a minute or so...I waited 23 long years for that minute or two. It was another 4 months before I finally barebacked her and actually got to cum inside a woman. I can tell you now, if you're a very late starter like myself and have relied on a lot of masturbation to get you by, it will distort your mental/ psychological outlook towards getting pussy into your future.
Getting close to it!!
Yeah, the prettier they were, the more they ignored/ laughed at/ rejected me... I would medicate that hurt with masturbation to feel better... sure enough, once those orgasms get stronger and stronger, then that becomes a driver for the next wank. Its definitely masochistic, a sexual version of self harming I guess. So all my adult life i've been walked all over by partners, handed over all my money, done anything they've asked and then been denied sex on top of that, once again solely relying on masturbation.
You are very lucky to have a beautiful, hot woman to make your short cummings more acceptable,
I am, but its costed me 1 marriage and 1 engagement to get to this point, plus hundreds of thousands of dollars in showering those ex's with gifts, jewellery, heels, clothes, handbags etc. and then massive divorce settlements. So this lifestyle has cost me quite a bit financially, emotionally and mentally, just because I needed to be with strong/ selfish/ dominant women, who treated me like a doormat and gave me very little sex in return.
