I'm actively ruining my penis by watching interracial porn and jerking off so I can't cum when my wife wants to have sex. Eventually, she's going to cut me off because it takes me over an hour to ejaculate after going down on her; she wants me to finish quick after she cums from oral. We've gone from everyday (except back when she still had a cycle) to once a week, to now once a month (only when she asks). I'm trying to see if she will ask to see other people and then I might suggest cuckolding, but with her seeing bulls without me being involved at all. If she ever fucked a bull, I doubt I'd touch her ever again.