Too far down the rabbit hole... and still no regrets

stag_sadist

Couple
From
CA, US
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
I suspect there are more than a few of us who have had some form of your fantasy. When we were younger and sexually active with others, I fantasized about my wife falling in love with a black guy. At home she was treated like the high class professional woman she was. I fantasized about her going to live with him, and him pretty much treating her like a whore, sharing her with his friends, maybe even making her turn some tricks. Then she eventually tired of him and returned to my loving arms, with a stretched out pussy, and a pregnant belly.
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
I fell in love with my "bull" (I really hate using that word, but I also hate "lover", lol). Meaning, it wasn't just about having great sex anymore. I really looked forward to seeing him and being with him for a couple of hours every week. And our sex turned into "love making". Let me tell you that it's not just about your fantasies. I was feeling a whole range of emotions about it, not the least of which was a lot of guilt. And, again, not guilt about enjoying great sex, but guilt around enjoying HIM and his company and our relationship.

But in the end, I was never really going to change my family situation. And, honestly, he was 15 years younger than me, and no matter what he said, I didn't think he would really want to be my spouse. But moving across the country was still the separation I needed to really get over him.

I guess if you're willing to blow up your marriage for a thrill, you can make your own decisions. But watching your wife make love to another man might be what you need to release your own endorphins, but know that if your wife loves you, falling in love with another man with your blessing probably is going to mess with her head (and heart) a little.
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
I understand it but you can have it both ways if you are willing to give in.....
Sometimes you can't STOP it, it's natural, their mutual passion and desire to satisfy each other is their primary ENERGY !

It's almost 7 years since her first BLACK MAN, over 8 years since we met, oh how things have changed and I am very happy and content with my station in our relationship. I knew when we first started talking that Julie was an insatiable woman, for that reason I was very confident that I could convince her that she deserved to have more than what I had to offer to her as a lover.
I knew she needed to have an alpha BLACK man in her life to be completely satisfied. Than we met Jerome who could thoroughly satisfy all her insatiable sexual needs. He obviously accomplished that the very first night they were together, it was May 2018, It was truly an amazing scene to witness and deafening to hear ! They had an instant soulmate connection. That is why I was not surprised as to how quickly they developed into such a wonderfully intense and emotional fired up couple. It was evident that they shared a genuine desire to love one another. Their intimate connection and degree of passion was way beyond anything that she and I had experienced in our previous time together as a committed couple exploring the cuckold lifestyle. The reality is, you can't create a whole lot of passion and desire with a woman of her incredible sexual caliber when you have a mere four inches between your legs. To add insult to humiliation I have the most inferior stamina, I last about sixty to ninety seconds before my two drops of semen drip out of my inadequate useless penis. It's impossible to turn that into passionate love making no matter how you go about it. It's better to admit it and avoid moments of uneasy frustration that leads to conflict and blame. It's like trying to make your garden grow without any h2o. When we met on the internet it was my intent to introduce her to the cuckold lifestyle and hopefully a good, decent black man to be her steady lover.
I was attracted to her because I knew she needed more in her life and I was hell bent on making sure she got it.
It scared me when I recognized that it happened so quickly with him. She never had such deep love for me as she has for him.
At first I tried to deny it, but now I embrace it, and accept my new role of who I really am in this dynamic, especially after participating with them for the first several months. I love to hear them express it to each other, it puts me on cloud nine. When they are making love together she is so loud, she doesn't hold back she becomes so liberated, excited and actually shivers as her legs are shaking.
Instead of being jealous I now respect and honor their desire for each other along with the greatest passion I have ever seen.
Julie and I actually had a strong commitment with mutual respect for each other but our relationship was without the passion, or desire. They have this tremendous ability to mutually and totally satisfy each other until they are both exhausted.
There is not much a little man who has been jerking his little penis most of his life can really do for her other than lead this sexually gifted woman down the interracial cuckold path. I can see it when they are making love, their desire and their equal passion just naturally perpetuates this extraordinary and unimaginable intense love, it fills the room.
After a couple months I discovered our original relationship when we met Jerome had actually reversed itself and now I am the invited one into their relationship because they turned into the couple that she once was hoping we could be, she had no idea what it would be like with such an inadequate man. Julie and I never had that physical chemistry, that uncontrollable lust and desire for each other that creates a much greater emotional energy between two people.
Now I have come to resign myself as more of a trusted and reliable friend who is devoted to her as my QUEEN in this exciting lifestyle.
I can truly feel confident that she is genuinely appreciative and fond of me as her little obedient submissive cuckold. She is not so fond of me when I am disobedient and she is becoming more skilled with the paddle as we develop our new relationship for what it really is.
History and our past relationship is now insignificant, we focus on our new relationship and I focus on doing whatever I can to make her happy. I have also learned to accept my consequences when I screw up.
I feel tremendously privileged that I am allowed to share in their relationship as their exclusive sexual submissive. Her lover insisted that I needed to become more useful in ways that would enhance their time together. I serve them and have transitioned into being their little dick, pantie wearing, sissy wimp and cocksucker that they require me to be, it's now in my soul, it's my new badge of honor, it is my true destiny and I would never do anything to betray their trust or change it, I am committed 110%
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
Sometimes you can't STOP it, it's natural, their mutual passion and desire to satisfy each other is their primary ENERGY !

It's almost 7 years since her first BLACK MAN, over 8 years since we met, oh how things have changed and I am very happy and content with my station in our relationship. I knew when we first started talking that Julie was an insatiable woman, for that reason I was very confident that I could convince her that she deserved to have more than what I had to offer to her as a lover.
I knew she needed to have an alpha BLACK man in her life to be completely satisfied. Than we met Jerome who could thoroughly satisfy all her insatiable sexual needs. He obviously accomplished that the very first night they were together, it was May 2018, It was truly an amazing scene to witness and deafening to hear ! They had an instant soulmate connection. That is why I was not surprised as to how quickly they developed into such a wonderfully intense and emotional fired up couple. It was evident that they shared a genuine desire to love one another. Their intimate connection and degree of passion was way beyond anything that she and I had experienced in our previous time together as a committed couple exploring the cuckold lifestyle. The reality is, you can't create a whole lot of passion and desire with a woman of her incredible sexual caliber when you have a mere four inches between your legs. To add insult to humiliation I have the most inferior stamina, I last about sixty to ninety seconds before my two drops of semen drip out of my inadequate useless penis. It's impossible to turn that into passionate love making no matter how you go about it. It's better to admit it and avoid moments of uneasy frustration that leads to conflict and blame. It's like trying to make your garden grow without any h2o. When we met on the internet it was my intent to introduce her to the cuckold lifestyle and hopefully a good, decent black man to be her steady lover.
I was attracted to her because I knew she needed more in her life and I was hell bent on making sure she got it.
It scared me when I recognized that it happened so quickly with him. She never had such deep love for me as she has for him.
At first I tried to deny it, but now I embrace it, and accept my new role of who I really am in this dynamic, especially after participating with them for the first several months. I love to hear them express it to each other, it puts me on cloud nine. When they are making love together she is so loud, she doesn't hold back she becomes so liberated, excited and actually shivers as her legs are shaking.
Instead of being jealous I now respect and honor their desire for each other along with the greatest passion I have ever seen.
Julie and I actually had a strong commitment with mutual respect for each other but our relationship was without the passion, or desire. They have this tremendous ability to mutually and totally satisfy each other until they are both exhausted.
There is not much a little man who has been jerking his little penis most of his life can really do for her other than lead this sexually gifted woman down the interracial cuckold path. I can see it when they are making love, their desire and their equal passion just naturally perpetuates this extraordinary and unimaginable intense love, it fills the room.
After a couple months I discovered our original relationship when we met Jerome had actually reversed itself and now I am the invited one into their relationship because they turned into the couple that she once was hoping we could be, she had no idea what it would be like with such an inadequate man. Julie and I never had that physical chemistry, that uncontrollable lust and desire for each other that creates a much greater emotional energy between two people.
Now I have come to resign myself as more of a trusted and reliable friend who is devoted to her as my QUEEN in this exciting lifestyle.
I can truly feel confident that she is genuinely appreciative and fond of me as her little obedient submissive cuckold. She is not so fond of me when I am disobedient and she is becoming more skilled with the paddle as we develop our new relationship for what it really is.
History and our past relationship is now insignificant, we focus on our new relationship and I focus on doing whatever I can to make her happy. I have also learned to accept my consequences when I screw up.
I feel tremendously privileged that I am allowed to share in their relationship as their exclusive sexual submissive. Her lover insisted that I needed to become more useful in ways that would enhance their time together. I serve them and have transitioned into being their little dick, pantie wearing, sissy wimp and cocksucker that they require me to be, it's now in my soul, it's my new badge of honor, it is my true destiny and I would never do anything to betray their trust or change it, I am committed 110%
 
Sometimes you can't STOP it, it's natural, their mutual passion and desire to satisfy each other is their primary ENERGY !

It's almost 7 years since her first BLACK MAN, over 8 years since we met, oh how things have changed and I am very happy and content with my station in our relationship. I knew when we first started talking that Julie was an insatiable woman, for that reason I was very confident that I could convince her that she deserved to have more than what I had to offer to her as a lover.
I knew she needed to have an alpha BLACK man in her life to be completely satisfied. Than we met Jerome who could thoroughly satisfy all her insatiable sexual needs. He obviously accomplished that the very first night they were together, it was May 2018, It was truly an amazing scene to witness and deafening to hear ! They had an instant soulmate connection. That is why I was not surprised as to how quickly they developed into such a wonderfully intense and emotional fired up couple. It was evident that they shared a genuine desire to love one another. Their intimate connection and degree of passion was way beyond anything that she and I had experienced in our previous time together as a committed couple exploring the cuckold lifestyle. The reality is, you can't create a whole lot of passion and desire with a woman of her incredible sexual caliber when you have a mere four inches between your legs. To add insult to humiliation I have the most inferior stamina, I last about sixty to ninety seconds before my two drops of semen drip out of my inadequate useless penis. It's impossible to turn that into passionate love making no matter how you go about it. It's better to admit it and avoid moments of uneasy frustration that leads to conflict and blame. It's like trying to make your garden grow without any h2o. When we met on the internet it was my intent to introduce her to the cuckold lifestyle and hopefully a good, decent black man to be her steady lover.
I was attracted to her because I knew she needed more in her life and I was hell bent on making sure she got it.
It scared me when I recognized that it happened so quickly with him. She never had such deep love for me as she has for him.
At first I tried to deny it, but now I embrace it, and accept my new role of who I really am in this dynamic, especially after participating with them for the first several months. I love to hear them express it to each other, it puts me on cloud nine. When they are making love together she is so loud, she doesn't hold back she becomes so liberated, excited and actually shivers as her legs are shaking.
Instead of being jealous I now respect and honor their desire for each other along with the greatest passion I have ever seen.
Julie and I actually had a strong commitment with mutual respect for each other but our relationship was without the passion, or desire. They have this tremendous ability to mutually and totally satisfy each other until they are both exhausted.
There is not much a little man who has been jerking his little penis most of his life can really do for her other than lead this sexually gifted woman down the interracial cuckold path. I can see it when they are making love, their desire and their equal passion just naturally perpetuates this extraordinary and unimaginable intense love, it fills the room.
After a couple months I discovered our original relationship when we met Jerome had actually reversed itself and now I am the invited one into their relationship because they turned into the couple that she once was hoping we could be, she had no idea what it would be like with such an inadequate man. Julie and I never had that physical chemistry, that uncontrollable lust and desire for each other that creates a much greater emotional energy between two people.
Now I have come to resign myself as more of a trusted and reliable friend who is devoted to her as my QUEEN in this exciting lifestyle.
I can truly feel confident that she is genuinely appreciative and fond of me as her little obedient submissive cuckold. She is not so fond of me when I am disobedient and she is becoming more skilled with the paddle as we develop our new relationship for what it really is.
History and our past relationship is now insignificant, we focus on our new relationship and I focus on doing whatever I can to make her happy. I have also learned to accept my consequences when I screw up.
I feel tremendously privileged that I am allowed to share in their relationship as their exclusive sexual submissive. Her lover insisted that I needed to become more useful in ways that would enhance their time together. I serve them and have transitioned into being their little dick, pantie wearing, sissy wimp and cocksucker that they require me to be, it's now in my soul, it's my new badge of honor, it is my true destiny and I would never do anything to betray their trust or change it, I am committed 110%
Beautiful cuckold devotion to your love and her needs as the secondary partner in the 3 person relationship.
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
My wife and I have been together as a hot wife/cuckold husband since our wedding day in 1972. During our 50-year marriage, she has been fucked to intense orgasms by approx. 100+ different Black men on hundreds of occasions. Seven of these men also impregnated her. My wife was fully aware that I, by basic nature, was a fag queer. In addition, my tiny dick (3" max. when erect, and I have to struggle to get it that big) and my virtually impotent balls (my sperm count is extremely low, and my weak ejaculate is more like water rather than semen) are useless for giving my wife want she wants from a sex mate: many intense orgasms and babies. She learned about interracial sex while in Middle School and knows how well Black men perform when it comes down to having their women (especially white women) see stars when they cum and for planting Black babies in fertile white wombs. That was NOT going to stop when we married. Then why marry me? Because we are soulmates in virtually every sense of that terminology. I am not afraid of hard work. In addition, if it comes down to it, I will gladly give up my life to save hers or the lives of our progeny; even if the progeny are the result of other men, including Black men, fucking and breeding my wife.

I have a quote which seems to be logical by both men (and women): "A true alpha male will fuck (and breed) any married woman, so long as she is married to someone else!" And as my wife is quick to point out: "If I am clutching the body of a man who has just given intense sexual gratification to me, it is only fitting that I kiss him passionately, and tell him that I love him." And if the woman senses that this same man might have given her a desired baby, the passion of "love" increases at least tenfold.

As we have always warned other couples: what worked for us, might not work for other couples. Think, communicate, and ALL THE BEST to you.
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
I believe that's the true wish of all cucks, whether they admit it or not. Perhaps if the cucks would plan the finances better and make it easier for the wife to have the financial stability without the need for the cuck to be around would help the hotwives fully give themselves to their bull(s). As long as white cucks hold onto their last, tiny bit of their oppressive control (money) their wives won't be truly free to live their best, authentic lives (sluts to BBC). Maybe a trust could be drawn up by all the cucks to support the hotwives on their BBC exploration and journey through womanhood; call it CuckStarter or something. We have to help these wives get out from the anchor (the cuck) that's keeping them down. There's a lot of emotional neediness from the cuck even after being pussyfree that has to be unbearable to many wives, who then feel obligated to be a caretaker to their pathetic husband when they could just be enjoying time with bulls.
 
Hello all, my wife and I have been married for nearly 10 years and we've been experienced swingers for most of that time. We aren't newbies to her sleeping with other men, but things definitely changed after we altered our swinging dynamic to her cuckolding me with other men.

She's always been happy to be my personal porn star, letting me watch her with other men. But it's always only been about sex for her, and well, I'm starting to want more. I love seeing her fucked by men who actually kiss her and hold her (even though the rough stuff is fun to see too.) She wants to find a regular bull she can rely on so she doesn't have to sort through rando's anymore. But I want to her with a bull who romances her, allowing her to become dangerously attached to him, and eventually fall in love with him.

I know I'm not the only cuckold who has had this fantasy. My wife and I have a loving happy marriage. But I want to see her fall in love with someone else and become owned by her bull. And so there's no confusion, yes I mean I want my wife to leave me. Call it what you will... Wife poaching, wifenapping, etc. I want a bull to come into our lives and seduce her into leaving me for him instead. I know the whole "be careful what you wish for" thing, but that's why I made this thread. I've had this fantasy for over a year now and it isn't going away, it's only getting stronger over time. It's to the point that I hardly even feel guilty for it anymore. Just the thought of my wife in another man's arms, and any hesitation about it happening just seems to melt away...
SOMETIMES IT WORKS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
The video was actually recorded 3 years ago they have been together for 5 years. Our relationship has changed, all for the best read my latest posting.

My current girlfriend and I choose to go in a different direction to involve an emotional connection with her black lover if it should happen naturally.

It's almost eight years since her first BLACK MAN, oh how our life had changed. I am very content and satisfied with my station as a privileged submissive cuckold. I've always believed that a sexually exciting woman like Julie deserved to have a choice of men that are well endowed, equally as passionate with enough stamina and desire to meet her insatiable needs. She has had some of the greatest and most satisfying sex with a few Alpha Black Men but really craved some emotional connection.

She felt emotionally empty with her bulls even though she had very satisfying sex with them. She needed to have at least one select alpha BLACK man in her life who she could feel an emotional attachment to. Five years ago she met Jerome.

He obviously accomplished that with her in his first few times together as lovers. It was October 2018. It truly would have been an amazing experience to witness that very first time but I was only allowed to listen outside the bedroom door. That had been made clear to me long beforehand, that the first three or four times would be off limits to me.

She suggested alone time would allow her to be herself and give them both the opportunity to bond together as lovers. The passionate kissing and making out before they even went up to the bedroom was far beyond anything Julie and I had ever experienced as a couple, it was unbelievable. She was acting like a whole different woman, her hands were all over him. She put her hand down his unbuttoned pants and whispered to him how much she needed his big beautiful black cock, you make me so wet and my panties are soaked. In response Jerome said, pull those panties down and show me. She pulled them down a little and he said, all the way baby. He was now sitting on the couch with her facing him, she pulled them all the way down and as she stepped out of them he said, give them to me. He took them and said oh yeah baby there soaked all right and he threw them over to me. OMG I have never experienced her getting that wet. I was embarrassed for a moment when I knew they both saw me licking her panties like a young boy losing control of his hormones. I glanced over and she had leaned over kissing him all over his face

I could hear how wet she was as he was fingering her pussy. He told her to turn around so he could inspect that beautiful wide white ass. Now he was kissing her ass and still fingering her drenched pussy. He told Julie Tell your little dicklette to take his shorts off so she did, then he leaned around her right side so he could see me and firmly Told me to keep those wet panties in my mouth and take your underwear off so we can see your pathetic little penis. I immediately replied YES SIR and took them off. He then said crawl over here and take my pants off while I passionately kiss my woman. With that he stood up and they both started kissing passionately, he was still fingering her and she had her hand down in his pants.

I crawled over to him as he told me too and pulled his pants down, OMG, she lifted his big dick as he leaned forward towards me. I had never been up so close to a Big Black Dick and it was very thick and very long. I'm sure it was twice my size in length and thickness. He pulled his feet out of his pants, he looked down at me and said, now I see why she needs a real man's DICK, A BIG BLACK DICK.

I looked up into his eyes and said yes, oh yes, she really does SIR. He said go ahead and jerk that pathetic, little, useless dicklette.

He smacked Julie on her beautiful ass that I love to adore. Then he said to her, I need your mouth to become mine and then I am going to lay some pipe in that dripping wet neglected pussy. I promise you will want me as your man because you are already my woman, now let's get upstairs.

Within 10 seconds or less I dribbled two drops of semen just before they started up the stairs, Julie glanced over at me with a look that said, you really are sexually pathetic now go get your stuff. I went right up the stairs with my bottle of jerk off lube and a pillow to kneel on outside the bedroom door. It was maybe four hours or more until Jerome summoned me into the room to lick the cream pie and actually guide his dick into Julie's pretty mouth then I was dismissed.

It was my impression from what I heard and what I saw that they had the most unbelievable soulmate connection.

That's why it never surprised me as to how quickly it developed between them, It was such an intense and emotional attachment with a genuine love for one another. Their intimate connection and passion was way beyond anything that she and I had ever experienced in our four previous years together. You can't create or expect any passionate response with a woman of her caliber when all you have to offer is a little four inch penis.

She admitted to me later on that she was so relieved that I only lasted sixty to ninety seconds at most when we did have regular sex.

At that point we both agreed it was impossible for us to experience passionate love making since she could hardly feel it inside her no matter how I worked it. I told her it was more like trying to make your garden grow without h2o.

I always knew she needed more and I was determined to make that happen. I had never given much thought to the emotional aspect of her relationship with him until now since I was more focused on the sexual aspect. It actually scared me when I realized that she never had such a deep emotional love for me as she was already developing with him. At first I tried to run from it, but after participating with the two of them as a submissive, I have enthusiastically learned to embrace it. Now I see my role of who I really am.

Instead of being jealous or having a pity party for myself I now respect and honor their commitment and the love they have for each other. I feel confident that we have an equally strong commitment together except mine is always going to be in the capacity as her submissive cuckold who understands why she treats me as her sexually pathetic little wimp with an inadequate useless penis. I couldn't deny that I had never been able to satisfy any woman sexually and finally faced that reality.

I have come to realize that Julie and I actually had a very similar commitment with each other when it came to mutual respect for each other as a man and her as a woman. The reality Julie and I could never develop was to ever have any intense sexual passion and desire for each other like they have together. My purpose now is to serve and enhance her life however I can, to be obedient, submissive, helpful and always place her needs before my own.

There is no way I could have ever satisfied her like a man, with him she gets soaking wet, she moans and screams while having multiple orgasms when he makes love to her. When I had that privilege to make love to her she never got wet, she was unable to respond to my futile efforts of penetration since it physically did nothing for her when I did. Not even a peep from her. She refused to fake it because she didn't want to give me false hope and encouragement as if I were an adequate lover.

There is not much a little man can do other than lead his woman down the interracial cuckold path or leave the relationship and try with another. I can see it when they are making love, they are really making love, showing their desire for each other, their mutual passion is loud and extremely sensual. It naturally perpetuates this extraordinarily intense love making session that leaves the two of them breathless and exhausted. Then they have several moments of gentle affection, kissing and touching each other before they fall asleep for a little nap to recover for the next session. Sometimes she never lets go of his thick black dick until she wakes up and arouses him with deep passionate oral.

I recently discovered our original relationship between her and I had reversed itself. Now I am the one being invited into a loving relationship because they turned into the couple that we once were hoping to be, it was actually physically and emotionally frustrating for both of us.

We couldn't deny we both had extremely strong feelings of love for one another. Finally we realized that it was impossible without the physical ability for us to both be mutually satisfied and fulfilled. We never lacked the desire to love each other. We lacked the chemistry and sexual desire that you need to create the emotional energy that they have an abundance of. Now I am more or less her trusted and reliable best friend, and confidant who is devoted to her and this wonderful exciting alternative lifestyle.

I can truly feel confident that she is genuinely fond of me as her little obedient submissive. She is not so fond of me when I am disobedient and becoming more skilled with the paddle as we develop and understand our relationship for what it really is. I've come around to accept my consequences when I screw up. I feel tremendously privileged that I am allowed to share in their relationship as their exclusive submissive.

Her lover insisted that I needed to become more useful in ways that would enhance their relationship and advance my fetish to new levels.

I serve them and have transitioned into being their little dick, pantie wearing, sissy wimp, that they require me to be, it's now my soul purpose in life and I wear it as a badge of honor. It is my true destiny and I would never do anything to betray their trust.
 
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