As time passes by, I developed the same attraction to such a situation.I totally agree, the excitement of this lifestyle is how it develops, two years ago I had zero interest in being submissive to my partner nor a bull, just wanted to see them get fucked by massive cocks, that was all, now its all I think about! I have totally become obsessed with the fact black men are superior to me and I cant compete sexually in any way, and having my partner become obsessed with black men and want to give herself completely to them, the sickness of this lifestyle is I want my "soulmate" who I love and want to be with forever to dominate me, withhold sex, humiliate and emasculate me, see her used and ruined by other men constantly but yet I know I would be complete if she got pregnant to a black bull while we are together and most of all, I know how much I want to actually experience seeing her slowly fall out of love with me, and see her fall in love and get infatuated with a bull and leave me.
The interracial aspect of cuckolding has become more important then the relationship, the real thrill is submitting to black men in literally every way and the ultimate is giving them the love of your life to do what they want with.
I wish she'd try to get a black lover. I wish they get more and more confident while our relationship gets colder.
I wish she gets aware about the superiority of her bull and about me being totally worthless so they start humiliating and emasculating me.
I wish she cuts me off of sex while becoming a total slut for him, letting him use her as he pleases.
I wish she starts seeing me as an annoying presence while falling in love with him, becoming pregnant of him than dump me and becoming his woman.
I'd be her best man at their wedding and would congratulate with him for his success. I'd thank him for having took my woman away from me and I'd be happy if he uses her way less respect than I used to.