Fell into it on accident actually. I had never been interested in the cuckold lifestyle or even knew what a cuckold was/meant. The one day my the wife told me she had been sleeping with a co-worker once or twice a week. They had sex in their bosses office after everyone had gone home and had been doing it for months before she told me.
When she told me I didn’t have the typical feelings of hurt and betrayal, but instead I was turned on. I didn’t know why but I wanted to l hear more. I held her close as she cried thinking I would be mad and want a divorce but I told her it was alright, and I think out of relief I wasn’t angry she didn’t question my “strange” interest in her sexual escapades.
I had asked her to tell me about it. I told her it was hot and to tell me more. I started to get turned on as she told me about how they had sex and how it all started. Eventually it led to her giving me a handjob as she told me about what she liked about him and how he was amazing at cunnilingus. It ended with me telling her to keep doing it, the only stipulation was that she always told me about it after.
I didn’t even know it was a thing, cuckolding, until watching the movie “Crazy, Stupid Love.” I was so turned on whenever she told me about it. I sunk so deep into that I jumped in with both feet. The submissive side of me, the cuckold side of me, the bisexual side of me, and everything all came out. There was once she came home right after work and they had just fucked and I tried to go down on her. I wanted to witness her post coital claimed pussy and succumb to the biggest cuckold fantasy; eating another man’s cum from my wife’s pussy.
She wouldn’t let me though. She told me no, it would be gross. That let me know that she would never be fully into the cuckold lifestyle. I had never even mentioned the word to her so I’m not even sure she knows it’s a thing.
We did get divorced eventually. Not because of the cuckolding though, just one of those “grew apart” things. She continued fucking other men and telling me about it after. Eventually she stopped actually fucking me but would give me a handjob as she told me about her sexual encounters. She ended up with one of the black men she met and was fucking regularly. I moved out of the bedroom into a spare room and it became their room.
I kind of stumbled into the ultimate beta, submissive cuck fantasy of losing his wife to a black man. It’s not a fantasy situation but I do get a lot of alone time pleasure out of it from time to time.