Not sure posting here is a good idea, most of the comments are going to be just awful. All the following is real so please be considerate.
This week, I discovered I got my gf into BBC porn.
- Background
I've been into this fetish for about two years, and started dating her 10 months ago. The great thing about our relationship is actually sex. We both had high sex drive and we fucked, literary, once or twice every day we've spent together. It makes sense, she came from a relationship with little to no sex (once every other month), while I had a few months sexless before meeting her.
That said, while sex was amazing it wasn't too creative. That's why I assumed she didn't have too many fantasies, not like mine at least. Women are into lighter things than men sometimes, especially if you give the men a lot of time and porn. Sometimes I would catch myself fantasising about her with black guys, but I would just stop thinking about it because I thought it would never happen.
However, not long after we started dating, I asked to use her dildo on her. She refused and looked clearly embarrassed. I knew it might be because of the size, TBH it's hard to find normal sized toys on Amazon. I had to insist, but she agreed to show it to me. It was black, 9 inch long (lol)
So that got me thinking that she might had the same fantasy as I did. I tried dropping hints and try to open her up, but she would insist she never liked black guys and never considered sleeping with them. She said she got the dildo black because the alternative was like purple or something, and the size was because she didn't realise how big it actually was (which is fair, she ordered it online and pictures on Amazon don't do a great job)
I wasn't too convinced it was the truth, so I decided to confront her. I told her about this fantasy, and asked if she would ever consider it. She didn't take it well. She accused me of pressuring her, so I dropped it.
Now fast forward six months, we're having sex and she says she's thinking about black guys (!) Apparently, I made her think about it, and she started opening to the idea that she doesn't have to be monogamous. She actually said that watching the Last Dance had an impact too (she had a crush on Pippen lol) At that point I just... went completely honest. I said I was happy she had those thoughts and I would love to try it out. I made it so that the choice would be her (her body right?)
All of this is great and turns me on a lot, but I need advice. I actually really love her and did so before I knew of her dark side (pun intended). Last thing I want is our relationship to sink because of the pressure.
The other thing I'm worried about is breaking taboos. Our brains love what it can't have, but what happens when we get it? We grow use to it and get bored. So we seek something new. I can see some men on this forum doing things I wouldn't want for myself. I see myself as a dominant male, as I'm always been during our relationship. BTW I'm not white but middle-eastern, if that means anything. I don't plan to change roles or be submissive. But at the same time, the idea of watching her having sex turns me on.
Q&A
1. can a cuckold be dominant
2. how often does this fetish lead to a breakup
3. can we practice this fetish without getting sucked in the rabbit hole (humiliation / BDSM etc.)
Thanks for reading this far, if you have something smart to say please do so. If not, please don't![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
This week, I discovered I got my gf into BBC porn.
- Background
I've been into this fetish for about two years, and started dating her 10 months ago. The great thing about our relationship is actually sex. We both had high sex drive and we fucked, literary, once or twice every day we've spent together. It makes sense, she came from a relationship with little to no sex (once every other month), while I had a few months sexless before meeting her.
That said, while sex was amazing it wasn't too creative. That's why I assumed she didn't have too many fantasies, not like mine at least. Women are into lighter things than men sometimes, especially if you give the men a lot of time and porn. Sometimes I would catch myself fantasising about her with black guys, but I would just stop thinking about it because I thought it would never happen.
However, not long after we started dating, I asked to use her dildo on her. She refused and looked clearly embarrassed. I knew it might be because of the size, TBH it's hard to find normal sized toys on Amazon. I had to insist, but she agreed to show it to me. It was black, 9 inch long (lol)
So that got me thinking that she might had the same fantasy as I did. I tried dropping hints and try to open her up, but she would insist she never liked black guys and never considered sleeping with them. She said she got the dildo black because the alternative was like purple or something, and the size was because she didn't realise how big it actually was (which is fair, she ordered it online and pictures on Amazon don't do a great job)
I wasn't too convinced it was the truth, so I decided to confront her. I told her about this fantasy, and asked if she would ever consider it. She didn't take it well. She accused me of pressuring her, so I dropped it.
Now fast forward six months, we're having sex and she says she's thinking about black guys (!) Apparently, I made her think about it, and she started opening to the idea that she doesn't have to be monogamous. She actually said that watching the Last Dance had an impact too (she had a crush on Pippen lol) At that point I just... went completely honest. I said I was happy she had those thoughts and I would love to try it out. I made it so that the choice would be her (her body right?)
All of this is great and turns me on a lot, but I need advice. I actually really love her and did so before I knew of her dark side (pun intended). Last thing I want is our relationship to sink because of the pressure.
The other thing I'm worried about is breaking taboos. Our brains love what it can't have, but what happens when we get it? We grow use to it and get bored. So we seek something new. I can see some men on this forum doing things I wouldn't want for myself. I see myself as a dominant male, as I'm always been during our relationship. BTW I'm not white but middle-eastern, if that means anything. I don't plan to change roles or be submissive. But at the same time, the idea of watching her having sex turns me on.
Q&A
1. can a cuckold be dominant
2. how often does this fetish lead to a breakup
3. can we practice this fetish without getting sucked in the rabbit hole (humiliation / BDSM etc.)
Thanks for reading this far, if you have something smart to say please do so. If not, please don't
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