I didn't find what I was looking for these last few years on blacktowhite...and I really tried hard.
I believe that I am not cut out for this lifestyle. I was looking for a longterm playmate. I was always upfront about what I was looking for and I vetted out alot of asshole. See...I have to like the people I play with but they view me as just a play toy and I needed them to have the decency to view and respect me as a person with feelings. At first, it seemed they did but it was just a facade. After about the second encounter....they would be harder to contact or get clear answers from them. And don't be mistaken...we had good times!
I kept asking myself...why don't they want to be with me? And it kept happening with everyone i met. But you see...they had already moved on to the next best thing.
So...if you are out there searching for a compatible longterm playmate...be aware.
There are some common undesirable personality traits that bulls have.
Need to be the center of attention. That is why they like to fuck in front of the husbands or others.
Many of the men i met were cheating on their wives. Cheating wives are encouraged on this site. Cheaters are liars to the core.
Huge lies..for example...making up non-existent extracurricular activities to have an excuse to get out of the house and go fuck.
Narcassitic - They would rather talk about themselves and give advice rather than actually listening and learning.
Get bored easily and want to move on to the next conquest.
They are never wrong.
In alot of cases... socially ackward.
If cheaters think they are not hurting their family by cheating...they are. They have spent time away from them to feed their addiction and then lie to their faces. It changes a person when they cheat and lie and that will project onto the family in some negative way ...but then again...they may have been doing it all their life and don't even realize that it's abnormal.
Natalia Foster
I believe that I am not cut out for this lifestyle. I was looking for a longterm playmate. I was always upfront about what I was looking for and I vetted out alot of asshole. See...I have to like the people I play with but they view me as just a play toy and I needed them to have the decency to view and respect me as a person with feelings. At first, it seemed they did but it was just a facade. After about the second encounter....they would be harder to contact or get clear answers from them. And don't be mistaken...we had good times!
I kept asking myself...why don't they want to be with me? And it kept happening with everyone i met. But you see...they had already moved on to the next best thing.
So...if you are out there searching for a compatible longterm playmate...be aware.
There are some common undesirable personality traits that bulls have.
Need to be the center of attention. That is why they like to fuck in front of the husbands or others.
Many of the men i met were cheating on their wives. Cheating wives are encouraged on this site. Cheaters are liars to the core.
Huge lies..for example...making up non-existent extracurricular activities to have an excuse to get out of the house and go fuck.
Narcassitic - They would rather talk about themselves and give advice rather than actually listening and learning.
Get bored easily and want to move on to the next conquest.
They are never wrong.
In alot of cases... socially ackward.
If cheaters think they are not hurting their family by cheating...they are. They have spent time away from them to feed their addiction and then lie to their faces. It changes a person when they cheat and lie and that will project onto the family in some negative way ...but then again...they may have been doing it all their life and don't even realize that it's abnormal.
Natalia Foster
