Omg!! I want this so bad my husband say he he want to watch till we find someone the he backs out what do i do this has been a fantasy of mine ever sence he introduced me to it a yr ago
What are his reasons for backing out? Is he worred about you finding someone new? Is he feeling constrained by social pressures to not allow it?
Maybe get to why he is backing out, or see if you can start with a threesome or a couple then let it progress as he feels comfortable.
If you want to do this long term I suspect going without your husband as suggested by some will not be a viable path.
Maybe do a contract that both of you agree to that lays out in clear words the do and do not. This may help him feel you are committed to him and anything outside is just fun.
He may be worried by some of the content here that plays in cuckold or weakness ect, but there are many types of men who enjoy seeing their partner get sexual pleasure.
This lifestyle can be a rollercoaster and at times there are hard feelings, talk about that too, maybe open him up and see if he wanted to fuck another woman. Then he can see it's just for fun. Now that could backfire as he may take that wrong too. It's an emotional mine field.
Maybe if you reach out to some of us who have experienced this we can help him understand the feelings of excitement and fear that mix and bring an almost high to the situation.
Show him how you want him to experience the feeling of sperm competition and the extreme orgasms he will have when he knows you have been with other men.
There are good ways to approach this to get fun for all.