We haven’t made the big leap yet, and did have a setback a couple months ago, but I’d say it’s one step back and two steps forward!
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I made a mistake by pushing my wife too hard by asking for her to join B2W and verify our account so we could chat with some bulls for some sexy stimulation. This made the fantasy a bit too real for her and she pushed back pretty hard. She made it very clear that this was just a fantasy and she absolutely did not want to sleep with anyone else, ever, full stop. We cut the roleplay out of our sex and went full vanilla for a bit. I apologized and we talked about it extensively, I told her I wouldn’t bring it up again and said I would leave it as a fantasy for my personal pleasure.
Slowly our sex life started to come back and one night my wife got pretty *******, she came out swinging with hardcore roleplay. I’ve never heard her talk so dirty. We started out with our medium dildo and she teased me about how much she loved black cock and how it was so much better than mine. She asked if I was just going to sit there and watch her get fucked by black cocks or if I was going to take charge and remind her who her daddy was and who her pussy belonged to. I started pounding away and as I started to get close she started saying that my dick wasn’t good enough for her and that she needed a real man who had a real dick to fuck her. She had me grab our BIG black dildo and started sucking it while I fucked her. As I got close to cumming she told me to stop so a real man could show me how to fuck, and said that my white dick would never be able to compete with our bull’s big black cock. I’ve never been into humiliation, but it was really hot to see her so into the sex and taking charge. She finally pushed me over the edge by demanding I pull out and cum on our black dildo so he would be well lubed to fuck her. She then had me fuck her with the dildo, constantly teasing me by asking if I was learning anything from watching a real man fuck her, and that our bull was her daddy now. I had been rubbing her clit and making out with her while she used the dildo, then she told me that he had cum inside her, but kept on fucking her and she needed me to get down there and make sure none of his superior black seed leaked out. She guided my head down and had me lick her clit while fucking her with the dildo. She came pretty hard and was ******* in no time due to how much she had to *******.
At this point I was in a bit of shock, I found myself thinking “well, this went from 0 to 100 really quick, and a bit more extreme than I had wanted, but I guess this is the lifestyle I’ve been asking her for”. We didn’t have sex for a few days after that, partially because of how sore she was after taking that giant dildo so aggressively and partially because of it being awkward between us. Eventually we talked about it and she apologized for how crazy she got that night and I apologized for acting weird around her for a couple days and said that it just took a little time to process it. I told her she had nothing to apologize for and I was just caught off guard by it. We talked it out and she said that we didn’t have to give up the fantasy, because she knows how much I enjoy it, and that she just doesn’t want to make it a reality right now, but left door open saying “don’t give up on your dream, who knows, in 5-10 years once we’re doing having ******* and we’ve been married longer that I might change my mind and want to sleep with other men, just be sure that it’s what you really want. I don’t want to get a black bull and have you regret it. If I do decide to start sleeping with a bull, it’s going to be for me, not you, and once it starts there’s no way for you to stop it.”
I told her that I loved her more than anything in the world and that I understood where she was coming from. I just kept reiterating my love for her and how nothing could change it, and that if we did get a bull that I would love her just the same. I said that I would ease off on the fantasy and not push so hard, and let her take the wheel on where and how far the fantasy goes, and that if one day she decides to bring a bull into our marriage that I will love and support her through the process. We made up and had some good “just us” sex.
Last night my wife had a few drinks and started out saying she wanted some just us sex again and I honored her wishes, but 5 minutes into foreplay she talking about big black cocks and how much she loved their cum. And how she was a slut and I needed to start randomly checking her pussy for black cum because every time she saw a god looking black guy she couldn’t help but drain his balls. I reminded her that this was supposed to be “just us” sex like she asked and she apologized, said it was okay, I opened up this box by introducing her to bbc cuckolding and it’s not her fault if she gets addicted to it. After all, wasn’t that the whole point of me bringing it up almost every time we had sex for the past year and a half, and making her associate bbc with orgasms by only letting her orgasm if she was begging for bbc and black cum, or telling me how much she loved bbc? I told her it was okay for her to be addicted to bbc and that we would be addicted to it as a couple and make sure she always had her cravings satisfied. I was about to cum and told her to pretend I was our black bull. She started bucking her hips and begging for my black cum.
I guess you could say things are going pretty well with us! I’ll be sure to keep you all updated.
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An update on our sex life and Advice on how to proceed? Dildo play
So for for the past year and a half my wife and I have almost exclusively had bbc roleplay sex. I could probably count on my two hands the number of times we’ve had sex in the past year and a half that didn’t involve significant dirty talk of her and our imaginary bull “Dwayne”. We’ve just had a...
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Latest update with our progress!
It’s been a while since I’ve been on, things were pretty busy with the two of us and my wife was on her period. So, to catch you up, I had purchased the Aston from @RidnQueen at BlackCockDildos.com and some panties from @SpadesCastle . My wife and I had been doing some other guy role playing and...
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More progress with the wife!
Progress is still slow, but it’s a marathon not a sprint! The Aston dildo I ordered from BlackCockDildos came in last week, and holy ******* that thing is huge. So much for the beginners size haha. I surprised my wife with it and we had a good laugh about how big it was. She’s still reluctant...
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I made a mistake by pushing my wife too hard by asking for her to join B2W and verify our account so we could chat with some bulls for some sexy stimulation. This made the fantasy a bit too real for her and she pushed back pretty hard. She made it very clear that this was just a fantasy and she absolutely did not want to sleep with anyone else, ever, full stop. We cut the roleplay out of our sex and went full vanilla for a bit. I apologized and we talked about it extensively, I told her I wouldn’t bring it up again and said I would leave it as a fantasy for my personal pleasure.
Slowly our sex life started to come back and one night my wife got pretty *******, she came out swinging with hardcore roleplay. I’ve never heard her talk so dirty. We started out with our medium dildo and she teased me about how much she loved black cock and how it was so much better than mine. She asked if I was just going to sit there and watch her get fucked by black cocks or if I was going to take charge and remind her who her daddy was and who her pussy belonged to. I started pounding away and as I started to get close she started saying that my dick wasn’t good enough for her and that she needed a real man who had a real dick to fuck her. She had me grab our BIG black dildo and started sucking it while I fucked her. As I got close to cumming she told me to stop so a real man could show me how to fuck, and said that my white dick would never be able to compete with our bull’s big black cock. I’ve never been into humiliation, but it was really hot to see her so into the sex and taking charge. She finally pushed me over the edge by demanding I pull out and cum on our black dildo so he would be well lubed to fuck her. She then had me fuck her with the dildo, constantly teasing me by asking if I was learning anything from watching a real man fuck her, and that our bull was her daddy now. I had been rubbing her clit and making out with her while she used the dildo, then she told me that he had cum inside her, but kept on fucking her and she needed me to get down there and make sure none of his superior black seed leaked out. She guided my head down and had me lick her clit while fucking her with the dildo. She came pretty hard and was ******* in no time due to how much she had to *******.
At this point I was in a bit of shock, I found myself thinking “well, this went from 0 to 100 really quick, and a bit more extreme than I had wanted, but I guess this is the lifestyle I’ve been asking her for”. We didn’t have sex for a few days after that, partially because of how sore she was after taking that giant dildo so aggressively and partially because of it being awkward between us. Eventually we talked about it and she apologized for how crazy she got that night and I apologized for acting weird around her for a couple days and said that it just took a little time to process it. I told her she had nothing to apologize for and I was just caught off guard by it. We talked it out and she said that we didn’t have to give up the fantasy, because she knows how much I enjoy it, and that she just doesn’t want to make it a reality right now, but left door open saying “don’t give up on your dream, who knows, in 5-10 years once we’re doing having ******* and we’ve been married longer that I might change my mind and want to sleep with other men, just be sure that it’s what you really want. I don’t want to get a black bull and have you regret it. If I do decide to start sleeping with a bull, it’s going to be for me, not you, and once it starts there’s no way for you to stop it.”
I told her that I loved her more than anything in the world and that I understood where she was coming from. I just kept reiterating my love for her and how nothing could change it, and that if we did get a bull that I would love her just the same. I said that I would ease off on the fantasy and not push so hard, and let her take the wheel on where and how far the fantasy goes, and that if one day she decides to bring a bull into our marriage that I will love and support her through the process. We made up and had some good “just us” sex.
Last night my wife had a few drinks and started out saying she wanted some just us sex again and I honored her wishes, but 5 minutes into foreplay she talking about big black cocks and how much she loved their cum. And how she was a slut and I needed to start randomly checking her pussy for black cum because every time she saw a god looking black guy she couldn’t help but drain his balls. I reminded her that this was supposed to be “just us” sex like she asked and she apologized, said it was okay, I opened up this box by introducing her to bbc cuckolding and it’s not her fault if she gets addicted to it. After all, wasn’t that the whole point of me bringing it up almost every time we had sex for the past year and a half, and making her associate bbc with orgasms by only letting her orgasm if she was begging for bbc and black cum, or telling me how much she loved bbc? I told her it was okay for her to be addicted to bbc and that we would be addicted to it as a couple and make sure she always had her cravings satisfied. I was about to cum and told her to pretend I was our black bull. She started bucking her hips and begging for my black cum.
I guess you could say things are going pretty well with us! I’ll be sure to keep you all updated.
