2 years ago I admitted to my fiancé that I was turned on by the interracial cuckold thing. We had only dated for 3 months at the time. She made me feel okay about my fantasy. In fact, every time we have had sex since then, we role play with the thought of it. I have created a couple of online profiles like this one over the years. We have been messaging back and forth with a black man for about a year and a half. He has been very patient with us , as I have told him that its weird for me to bring up the subject when we are not having sex. He recently started to kind of call me out on it and he said we should all get together for a ******* to talk about it. I finally brought it up with her and she was totally fine with it. So we finally made the next step and went to a classy bar to meet up with him. He had texted me all day leading up the meeting. BUT, then he pulled a no show and didn't answer my messages on KIK after that.
SO my thoughts are , he was some white dude that sent over pics of a perfect athletic ex football player. He probably got off on the control and suspense he created.
So I was part relieved and part pissed. We took two years to actually take that step. But I told my girl that I was proud of us that we made that step, and I think it will be easier to take this step with another guy.
Has anyone here had this kind of experience?
SO my thoughts are , he was some white dude that sent over pics of a perfect athletic ex football player. He probably got off on the control and suspense he created.
So I was part relieved and part pissed. We took two years to actually take that step. But I told my girl that I was proud of us that we made that step, and I think it will be easier to take this step with another guy.
Has anyone here had this kind of experience?